Confessions

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Blue POV

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"If she say anything else to you, you buss that bitch dead in her shit and I'm not playing!" Chloe said as we sat at the table eating breakfast before we went off to school

Ever since i came back to school, there's been this one girl who constantly go around harassing me saying how we faked the entire thing and how i was just attention seeking because i had no friends which is actually insane!

Bella has always been a mean girl but since we've been in middle school, she's been on one! There's been this constant bullying going on since I've been back and i was honestly tired of it

I was to afraid to tell my parents about it so last night i snuck down stairs and told the girls everything. It felt so good being able to talk to them without worrying about getting in trouble, they gave me a lot of good advice besides Chloe wanting me to fight everyone that looked at me funny

"I'm not fighting her... i don't even know how to fight" i said shrugging knowing good and well I've never thrown a punch in my entire life

"Come on ima teach you right now" she said and my eyes widened in fear as she hopped out of her seat. I began shaking my head No because i didn't wanna get hit

"Rule one: you can't be scary!" Chloe said grabbing me out of my seat like i was a baby. We were pretty much standing face to face now and i was indeed very scared

"Swing at me and please don't argue with me about it either just do it" she said to me and i just sighed knowing we'd be here all day if i didn't do it

I just went for it building up all my strength, before throwing a punch directly at her face. Before i made a connection with her face she grabbed my fist smacking me hard upside the left of my head

"Ouch! What the heck?!" I yelled holding my head while Halle and Love just laughed at me like it was funny

"Rule 2: stay prepared" Chloe said and i crossed my arms in frustration not even knowing what the heck that meant!

"You never leave your face open Blue! If you did that in a real fight, you would have two black eyes." Halle explained more to me and now i realized why i was hit

"Try again and this time you guard your face" Chloe told me and lovie rolled behind me helping me get my stance right so i was ready for round two

I threw another punch at her that she caught but this time i was ready so when went for my head i caught her. I happily jumped in excitement thinking i had done it but boy was i wrong! Chloe hit me right in my stomach causing me to fall to the floor in pain in pain

"Oh my god" i yelled again feeling like i was about to throw up all my cereal. I hated everything about this, i wanted my mom and dad

"Rule 3: never stop swinging" Chloe said helping me up off the floor and immediately i ran over to Halle with tears built up in my eyes

I didn't like this confrontation stuff, i was sensitive. I felt disappointed in myself because i was afraid but i couldn't help it. I've never had to do anything like this before, i could always handle the teasing but now it was different and i hated it

"I don't care if you gotta windmill the girl, you never stop swinging Blue. Don't give her a chance to get the upper hand on you, mentally or physically. You make sure to show everyone just exactly who Blue Ivy Carter is, you won't tolerate bullying or disrespect. Make an example of her and i promise no one will bother you again" Chloe said wiping my tears away

I smiled as she hugged me giving me the words of encouragement that i needed before going into the rest of my day.

"Come on blue, you're gonna miss your ride!" My mom yelled from the living room knowing good and well she was my ride and she wasn't going anywhere without me