Confessions

XXIX

Beyoncé POV

"I can't believe no one told us about this?! We have a billion dollar lawsuit on our hands" Shawn said as we all sat down at Kiyana's Beneficiary home in Louisiana

I didn't even know she had a damn beneficiary which is crazy since we went through so many court dates and so much paper work to get custody of the girls when we don't even know who Kiyana wanted to leave her kids with in the first place!

This should've been dealt out before they ever placed the kids into foster care! Things like this happening to them were completely unacceptable, it just shows how poorly our American justice system treats Black Women especially those who are lower class

I tried contacting Kiyana's mother and father but they could care less, it was like she wasn't even their daughter. It was sickening but what could i do about it? What's done is done...

"Sorry to keep you...all?" The young girl no older than about 8 said walked into the room with us looking at everyone who was in this room with a weary expression on her face. With the extra three kids on our hand we rolled deep everywhere we went now, I'd be shocked too if i was her. Never imagined me being in a family of 6

"Can you rub my back pleaseeeeeeee?" Chloe begged Shawn for the millionth time today. He had said no every time but she keeps asking, all i could do was just laugh at how annoyed Shawn looked.

Halle was still coming down off her cold and Chloe was on her cycle so they both were kinda over it right now. I pushed to get this scheduled for a later date so i wouldn't keep running the girls in and out the house when they didn't feel good but of course Lamelo being the bitch that he is basically forced this since our court date was so soon and he wasn't even here!

I hated that he was even doing this to us. He knew he couldn't take care of these girls, they were as grown as him. They were never gonna go anywhere with him, there's no telling where they would run off to if they're put in his custody.

I can't sit here and say we all have the greatest be elation ship right now because that would be a lie but we atleast we were trying.

Lamelo wasn't even trying! He was just trying to force and control everything like he always does, he didn't care about his kids nor their feelings. He didn't care a bout their health, hasn't even check in on them... not only that but he hasn't made any effort to speak to them outside of our scheduled visits or tried to do anything for them!

Mrs Meeka calls everyday, even stops by the house sometimes to check on them and make sure they're doing well. you would think she was the one fighting for custody of her grandchildren and even if she was I'd feel way more comfortable sending them with than with her son

"Please grab a pair of headphones and follow me to the theater" the girl said holding out a basket filled with these expensive wireless Bluetooth headphones

"I am definitely stealing these.." lovie said out loud with absolutely no shame. Lovie has been around solo way too much these days, she's starting to act just like her

They were already pretty similar in some ways but now it was evident. Lovie was really a class clown just like solo, they played all day even about serious issues and solo especially said everything on her mind regardless of how controversial it was

"you don't have to steal...they're complimentary" The girl said sitting to box down before leading us down this long grand staircase which led to the third floor of the house.

"Can i get a little help up here?" Lovie yelled from the top of the staircase. I instantly went back up stairs forgetting all about her not being able to come down the stairs.