Confessions

VI

Beyoncé POV

"Oh my blue blue.." was the only thing I could say once I seen my daughters precious face.

I couldn't believe it, she was alive and on my phone. Everyone immediately flocked around me so they could see blue on the phone.

"Blue! Oh thank god you're ok" My mother yelled praying, "where are you baby?! Do you know where you're at? Are you still in Houston" Shawn began asking question after question and I just studied blues face

She looked like she had just finished crying, it made my stomach turn knowing that she was afraid and crying and there was nothing I could do about it

"I've missed you guys sooo much" blue smiled and I had a loud bang from blues end could be heard making the entire room go quiet

"Blue are you ok? Please tell us where you are baby?" I spoke and she sighed looking over her shoulder

"Mama... tell everyone to leave the room" blue said causing my eyes to widen looking around at everyone they shook their head

"What? No, blue where are you?!" I shook my head completely ignoring what she just said

"We have police all across the nation looking for you Babygirl, please tell us something. The police are in the room with us right now. We can help you!" Shawn told blue but she didn't respond to him instead she looked me dead through the camera her expression went from smiley to irritated

"Get everyone out the room now mama" blue said once again and this time I understood that she was serious. I didn't know what type of situation she was in and i didn't wanna take any risk

"Get out!" I said to everyone and they all looked at me like I had lost my mind. "Are you crazy Bey?! I'm not going anywhere" Shawn said and I just stood up and walked to the door opening it

"Get out right now... get out" I told everyone urging them to hurry up before blue hung up and i ran out of time

"Bey- GET OUT!" I screamed cutting off my mother, I never rose my voice like this with my mom because I knew she didn't play that disrespected shit but when it came to my daughter and her safety I didn't really give a fuck

"Out!" I said again pleadingly with my eyes. I didnt take much for them to catch the hint, they all started walking out the room looking at me making sure I was ok, Shawn hesitated but eventually walked out and detective Staley tried to stay but I swiftly kicked her out too before closing and locking the door

"Look baby, everyones gone.. they're all gone. Please just tell me where you are!" I told her showing her the empty room. Wiping my tears that fell relentlessly from my eyes

"Mama I need you to listen to me ok..." blue said and I noticed her looking around wherever she was. It looked like a house ... very modern. It didn't look like an unsafe environment, she seemed to be perfectly fine despite the tears

"You know when I lie about something.. you never ask me if I'm lying or telling the truth. You just always tell me... what's done in the dark will come to light" she asked me and I just looked at her in confusion not understanding what she would bring that up in a time like this

"What are you-... Blue please just tell me where you are? Do you know who abducted you?" I asked her but got no reply. I could hear a females voice in the background.. they sounded young like it was multiple kids in the room with blue

"Mama listen to me" she said again but I just couldn't get over the other voices I heard in the background.

"Are there other kids with you blue? Are there other hostages?" I asked trying to get more information out of her, I had no control at this point I was just panicking inside.

"Please stop asking so many questions and LISTEN!" Blue yelled at me through the phone making me to go quiet.

I never knew blue to yell or even raise her voice, whatever she had to tell me was serious. I just shut up watching her look down at something

"What's done in the dark is coming to the light mom... all those skeletons are exploding out of your closet right now and I'm taking all the heat! So you listen to me... because I wanna come home just as bad as you and daddy want me there but I won't be going anywhere if you don't comply" Blue told me and i knew exactly what she was insinuating

A small part of me wanted to believe that everything I had done in my past would just fade away and I'd just never have to deal with it again but I knew that was unrealistic

I knew everything I build was built on the back of a lie, a lie that potentially caused the death of another human being. That guilt... I had to live with for the rest of my life.

I was guilty, my baby was taken because of me and my actions. She's going to blame me for this! Everyone is going to blame me and they're be right.

I knew I had to step up and face the music to save my daughter. I gotta put my pride to the side and right my wrongs

"I-I'm sorry blue... I'll do anything" I said as tears fell down my face. I seen her begin to tear up which only made me more upset with myself

"You got two weeks to find Lamelo and bring him to the hangout... you'll receive a text message after this call with more information."she told me and I just stared in confusion

Nobody knew about the hangout besides me and Kiyana. It was our secret getaway we would meet up at when either of us were having a bad day and needed someone to talk to.

We would spend hours and hours there, just talking and playing around. We had some good times and some not so good times...

The last time I went to the hangout she had told me what melo was doing. That was the night everything went bad, I never even thought about it anymore after our friendship ended which left me with many questions.

"How do you know about the hangout?" I asked squinting trying to see who told her about the hangout since Kiyana was dead. I never told anyone about it, so whoever took my baby had to have been close to Kiyana before her death

"Does that really matter right now?" blue asked straight facing me and I had to think about it. I've never been in this situation before, I was just in shock. In hindsight I realize it wasn't a very effective question given everything blue had just told me

Another bang could be heard and this time it seemed closer like book slammed right in front of her. "Two weeks mommy, I gotta go. I love you so so much" Blue rushed and i shook my head trying to stop her.

"No blue... please do-.." I tried to reason with her but i couldn't keep her from hanging up the phone.

Emotionally I just broke down. Sobbing, I began throwing things all around the room in anger! How could I let this happen to my child? How could I let it get so bad?!

After about 5 minutes of destroying our room, I heard Shawn and Solo yelling through the door, asking me to open up but I just couldn't. I had collapsed to the ground and just cried and cried until I had no tears left to cry

A ding from my phone caught my attention halting me from my tantrum for a split second. Picking up the device I noticed I had a text message from the same unknown number blue called me from

My stomach dropped reading the details of what she wanted me to do. I couldn't believe what I was reading, I just had to sit my phone down for a minute and the only thought that ran through my he was..

My life is fucking over

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Chapter 6!!! How we feeling??

Beyoncé reaction to blue calling? Do you think Bey should've listened more?

Why do you think blue made everyone leave the room even though the girls didn't ask her to do that?

What do you think the message said?