Confessions

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Chloe POV

"BB move your big feet off me" i whined trying to get out of her hold

Today we were getting ready to go to court and BB said i had to her my hair done even though i didn't see anything wrong with it. She was holding me down with her legs trying to do my hair

"Are you gonna sit here and get your hair done like big girl?" She asked and i pouted nodding my head even though i didn't really mean it

"You're a liar... sit still" she said and began doing my hair against my will

I was so nervous about the outcome of today my stomach was in shambles but BB and Shawn just kept reminding me that everything was under control.

I trusted them. They were so good to me, and they never gave me any reason not too. They made us part of the family, treated us great even when we treated them like trash. I know it sounds crazy but I'm starting to really love them

Of course I'd never say that out loud but it was true. I loved being here with blue and all the people who showed us kindness. I loved being apart of family days and little daughter dates because it something I've never had.

"Look at my pretty girl... now was that so bad?" BB finally let me go and let me look at myself in the mirror

"Eww B, i look like a baby" i complained looking at my two bun in my hair with all different charms and stuff in there.

"Good, you're my wittle baby" she hugged me tightly making me smile and hug her back

Usually i would cuss her out or say something smart back but i kinda liked when she said things like that, it's hard being a grown up all the time. Sometimes i wanna be babied

"B, Shawn said i look ugly in my dress" Halle burst into the room on the verge of tears.

I didn't know what was up with her but she's been emotional as hell all week, it was hilarious because Halle didn't cry but since coming here she's been such a cry baby

She had on a cute black fitted dress with a cream cropped cardigan, and some doc martens... far from ugly

"I said your face was ugly... your outfit is ok" Shawn said and i seen her slam the door in his face and lock it so he couldn't get in the room and say anything else

There's always been this weird comparison between us where people like to see which twin was the prettiest. It's always been like that which was crazy because we are nothing alike.

Halle was the girly girl, who liked wearing makeup and dresses, and enjoyed getting her hair and nails done all the time while i was more of a tomboy. Always in baggy clothes, didn't know how to apply makeup, played really rough, and hated getting my hair done.

It was stupid but that's what it was...

"You're husband is a bitch!" Halle said making me laugh

"I heard that!" Shawn yelled into the room and Halle opened the door and slammed it in his face again

"Bitch" she said louder not giving one fuck that he heard her or not and she fell over onto BBs bed throwing a tantrum

Bey and i just looked at her in confusion because she was definitely doing the most right now

"Girl what the hell is wrong with you?" I asked her and she groaned rolling over in the bed laying flat on her back

" Shawn has been bullying me all day, Blue ate my leftovers, I'm getting pre-period symptoms, it's 5 AM... my mom is dead. It's a horrible day" She whined and i had to fight back the urge to laugh because she has definitely turned soft on me