black is beautiful// c.h

chappie 4

elayah spent that whole day In the back crying, the same thought running through her head with every sob

why doesn't anyone want me, I don't get it

so the next day julie took her out, shopping for make up and other things (picture)

"julie !! hurry up" elayah yelled as she walked into hot topic, "girl can you wait" she panted "jesus" elayah snickered when julie caught up to her and said "I know I'm great, but I'm nothing compared to jesus" she rolled her eyes and walked into the oh-so familiar store, that she knows and loves. "well if it isn't my favorite person on earth" she ran over to emily, who works there and gave her a big hug

emily was your sterotypical hot topic worker, she had bright blue hair and piercings everywhere, "oh babe we got new ATL shirts in the back, come" emily said leading her to the back of the store, as she was walking she bumped into a guy, a guy she's seen only 3 times but that was already too much

"Oh this is the new employee calum" emily squealed, calum looked at emily and said "we've met, but I don't associate with her kind" and at the snap of her fingers her whole demeanor changed. "what do you mean by that??? because if you mean what I think you mean, then you can kiss this job goodbye, this place is, a place where people can be themselves and not get judged by other people because they can't help what they are" calum mumbled a "sorry" and was about to walk away but emily pulled him back

"I'm not the one you should be saying sorry to" calum looked shocked as if emily had three boobs (AHS reference yayaa) emily gave him a death stare. he rolled his eyes and was about to say sorry but elayah cut him off.

"Apologize for everything you've said to me, apologize for having sex with me and then treating me differently in the morning, saying all that shit to me, you know I cried, I've been clean for 4 fucking months until that day" she took a breath as tears were filling her eyes "a-and then you just s-say all that shit to me again when all I tried to do was be nice. what's wrong with me?! You don't know half of the shit I've been through, why are you such a cruel person to me"" tears were full on running down her face now, her voice loud and confident "you came on to me ! I was just happy because I thought-I thought y-you were attracted to me you know" she whipped her eyes with the back of her hand "I guess I was wrong ! I'm always fucking wrong"

calum actually felt bad, he felt so fucking bad that he made her mess up her 4 month clean streak. he only felt bad because he knew how excited Ashton was when he was able to stop cutting. "I-i-i-im s-so sorry"

elayah chuckled the most darkest and emotionless chuckle before saying "I thought I would want an apology from you, but you just sound like an emotionless little bitch, I hate you" she said with so much venom in he voice if she was snake she could kill someone without biting them. calum looked down, not fully understanding what he did besides making her cut herself again, he honestly just thought he was sharing his opinion .

he watched elayah walk out his eyes transferred to her ass, remembering what he said in the club

I've never seen or touched an ass like yours

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all he think about was her ass, okaaaaaaaay calum

ly guys :-)))