The Destination

Thirty Two

"Only few hundred hybrids are educated, and there is lot advanced systems out there. We can't handle without professional's help. There still humens working, going out, and still living as families. The only thing changed is, they are wearing collars and must be under a hybrid's name. Or they have to go shelters." Namjoon said without much interest. Leaning on sofa, floating his hands crossed.

The seven men could not belive, I would this dumb.

There is lot advanced system out there. Without knowledged people, even humen can't handle many situations. The hybrids still don't haven't got advanced education. They are working on it, with trustable humen help.

"It will take another few decades to society comes under hybrid's control. Like how humen did us, we going to forbid their education, and put effect on hybrid's future generation" seokjin calmed said. It's been while all of us sitting calmly and talking with eachother. And it almost feel werid sitting in living room as group.

After the seokjin's rage , the things got awkward between me and them. After a inconvenient incident, we were torn apart with scares. I afraid to meet few of them alone, or even go near them. More like I disgusted with me or them.

"Didn't I say she completely dumb" yoongi tried make conversation with me and Change the subject. I didn't give attention, the more they mention about these things, more I feel idiot.

I want just yell, 'yes, I'm idiot. I should not have born at first place. Everything is my fault. Just everyone shut up' the thing is I could not say it out loud.

"Stop being spitting nonsense. We are here to make conversation about y/n's therapy" Namjoon lose his patience and look straight at me. Namjoon is mad for while, he didn't give answer when I demand him. He did better lock me in my own room. Now, he out of patience telling the things about how it was outside.

"Why you're snapping? Let her get right idea about it. Then, she can think about it and understand. It will help her ease her mind" Hoseok patted namjoon's shoulder.

"It's better she don't know about outside more." Namjoon.

"Why?" I asked him. "Don't I atleast deserve that much?"

"Humans is alive or not that's non of business." Namjoon.

"Then what's my business namjoon?" I don't know what gotten into me, I sat straight as I glare him.

"Your business ends with what we decides!. And it's business not more than this household." Namjoon sat straight too directly glare at me. Now I felt bit uncomfortable. I never dared to glare at him, even behind him. My angered stupid self dared to do something stupid, but my instincts backed me up soon, I detected the danger.

"You..." I don't find any words as well to defect me. I'm well aware in whole time, I lose my freedom and I under someone's name. "Argh...." Frustrated me, palms my face to suppress heated sigh. "I just want know about my own kind. Why I can't know about it? Why you just don't tell me? I just want to know. Please." I pleaed to them. Is it crime to know about something,  I want to.

"Don't beat yourself y/n. Namjoon forbidding you for good." Jimin patted my back. I want just yell at him untill I out of this frustration. But, I kept quite. Because, I know I'm not in the place.

"I just want to" I mumbled between my palms. I don't want to look at them. Not yet. I felt unfair.

"Why do you want something useless?" I heared taehyung. I break my palms on face to glare at him. He chuckled at my reaction. " I mean whether you know it or not, what is use? You can't leave the house without one of us, or do you want runaway like last time?" I widen my gaze at him, what he is implying?.