The Destination

Eleven

Y/n's pov:

"She is fine. You can discharge." The adorable squirrel hybrid lady who wearing white coat said while genuinely smiling at Hoseok. Hoseok nodded as he looking at the reports in his hand. Then he nodded once more toward here, some smile that don't reach his eyes.

She last one time smiled at him, as she bowing. He bowing too. She gave me werid look before she completely out of my view. Hoseok looked into the report somemore seconds and faced me.

I feeling bad for him. He looked tired and fall unconscious in any minute. He exhaled big.

"Stay here, I will be back in minutes" he ordered me and he walked away from there.

I don't remember what happened. When I woke up again, I'm in hospital. Hoseok slept on chair.  And a strange collar in my throat. Whenever I move my head, the bell wiggled. The sound of bell woke him up. I really felt bad for him, at that time. He looked like a zombie.

He immediately called doctor. They checked me once and confirmed I'm fine. Said, I'm okey to leave. He or they, don't gave me a minute to understand what happened me and why I'm here. I can guess, I'm sick. I should have fainted that time.

I don't see many people around here. Few hybrids walked around. I only saw human who, wearing a collar like mine.

Knowing I'm wearing a collar like a animal, felt so hurt. Whenever Manya wear a collar, or I brought one for her, felt natural. But, wearing one can understand how much it will hurt us emotionally.

"Let's go" hoseok lift me. I hide in his chest. Coming outside wasn't much eventful. Everyone gave me disgusted look and whispered themselves. I'm Sure, they mad at me. But, what did I do?.

I could hear the bell sound, as we walk. He made me sit backseats and he went to driver seat. He looked at me by mirror. Then he turned and wrapped the balnket on me, which is beside me. In our journey he didn't say anything. I wanted to ask how I ended here and talk more. But, I kept my silence.

I feel sensitive and uncomfortable. I just want to cry in alone. If I say anyword, I will cry with frustration. If someday I wanted escape from their house, how I could live outside. I have no courage, I have no idea.

I do not remember, when we reached home. He came and collect me in his arm. Jimin and seokjin standing front of door. Jimin quickly reached hoseok and took me from his hands. I felted like a real pet in first time.

"Is she really okey?" I heared seokjin's voice. Jimin talked something, I don't give attention. He took me to guest room and laid me on bed. He checked temperature on my forehead and leave me saying I need rest and food.

I felt numb not physically but mentally. How much I need to take everything?.

I got attacked by hybrids, I betroyed by people I loved, I physically and mentally both hurt, when I gave time to heal, I got rapped. I felt like shit, I felt like nothing. I felt like I don't deserve to live anymore. I hurt and hurt, but healing never happening here.

I felt lonely.  Feeling depressed.

"Y/n.." I heard someone opening door silently. I looked up to him. It's seokjin. I felt sudden anger within me, unable to express. I stayed silent.

He looked at me with big sigh. He sat beside me, looking down on floor. We stayed like that for few more minutes. I don't want talk yet, this kind of anger why rising inside me out of nowhere.

"Are you gonna stay like this?" He asked me still looking at floor. I wanted yell at him, that yes, I gonna stay like this forever. I don't want to face you.