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Michael's pov:
Noah suffers with panic attacks, a lot. His whole life it hurts seeing him crying watching as his breathing escalate. Even though he hurt me more and i still don't forgive him it still hurts seeing him go through it. I help him through it every time even if he tells me to leave. I'd never leave him, even though his words hurt me. He doesn't need to know that though. He knows when he's having a panic attack, he always does. Whenever he does have a panic attack he always seems to be rude to me I don't know why though, I still think each time if he means it. He probably does. Seeing him upset makes the feeling linger around my back, my fingers start shaking. I know how to comfort him, his tears roll down his cheeks and I hope him up close my head onto of his as he continues to sob. If only he comforted me the same way, he doesn't seem to care when I'm upset but I think that's just how he is, i know he loves me just in not in such a way I see it.

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