she's kneeling in the rain
in the darkest hour of the night
blood is leaking from her eyes like acid
blood that was never as pure as she believed
blood that betrayed her at her darkest
blood that hurts like blunt force to the chest
and she wishes to purify her own
but she doesn't know how to do that
without a purge of everything that is her
and she's tired of having to swallow the sadness
and the anger that she's always claimed were someone else's
she's so unbelievably tired of all of this
she's so angry at herself
and everyone else
