VOICES THAT DESTROY

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    They talk they talk
    To loud for me to hear
    I write and write
    Letters I don't recognize
    For they talk too loud
    It hurts my head
    The blabbing doesn't stop
    The laughing pitched higher than the ceiling
     I feel dizzy now and then
     I wished but I was scared of
     Myself to become a deaf.
    
     It echoes in my head
     Someone is calling
     Name that sounds like mine
     I try to focus in writing
     The letters that repeats
     The call is clearer now
     The voice was a boy's
     The name was mine
     'cause he was in front of me
     Saying words
     Words that is barely audible
     I don't want it to be
     I don't want to know
    Though without hearing it
     I know that he is here
     One of the chaos
     He wants to play with me
     Again.
    
     A woman's voice called the name
     Of mine
     It was a gentle voice
     She told me to keep my feet 
     On the ground
     Now I can't run
     Hide from this noise
     My feet have sunk in
     This ground
     Where I once stood on
     Name was again called
     Now a big voice of man
     I don't wanna hear
     But it told me
     "Be strong, don't yield"
     Am I strong now?
     I am standing
     Only a mere meter
     Away from breaking.

-JovialMask2023

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