rough patch hardin and tessa

chapter 12

tessa
i just dont understand him.why is he drinking.nothing could make this worse.my stomach hurts so bad i can barely sleep.

hardin walks in the room and i quickly close my eyes i dont want to face him right now.he gets into the bed

"im sorry thereasa"he say.this man never fails to give me butterflys.he moves my hair from my face and kisses me

"goodnight i love you"he says and he is sleeping but i cant sleep.i just feel stressed sick and everything

i sit up"tessa what are you doing"he says
"nothing go back to sleep

"stop being so stubborn whats up"

"nothing i just can't sleep"i get up to go and get a glass of water to see if it will swill down the sickness i feel.

it doesnt and i being so feel very daydreamy and even more sick.i think i might vomit this pizza up.

i run to the bathroom as i know it will come out any second.hardin enters.

"your such a bad lier tess there was obviously somthing wrong"he says stroking my back

"i can do this on my own.i did when you werent here"i said that by accident.i was expecting him to get angry but he doesnt

"i wasnt here tessa because i was stupid and i was nervous.and i relized how stupid i was and knew i needed to be better for you.tonight i slipped a little and i am sorry"he says.i havent been sick yet but he is holding up my hair.i cant tell if he is being satire or not.

"are you sober"i say

"yes tessa i am i diddnt have much"

i vomit after being by the toilet for like 10m.i feel him strokeing my back.

"i love you"i say because i mean it.i feel as if im being hard on him.i think its just my halmones.

"i love you thereasa"he says.im blushing

i swill my mouth out after being sick and turn around.

"can we finnish what we started earlier"he says

"yes"i smirk

he grabs my hand and we go to the bedroom.

the next day
tessa
today we have a 2 month scan.its at 12 its currently 10:30am.yesterday was rough.but me and hardingot what we both wanted at the end,i was shattered at the end.

my back kills but i know i hafto get up for this appointment.so does hardin really but he is sleeping obviously.i actually woke up to my alarm this morning and i havent been sick which is good.

"hardin we need to get up now its the scan remember"i say

"really"he groans

"yes now get up"i say and tap on his head.he leave and goes to the bathroom

i get changed into a pair of strechy leggings and a cropped corset top as i should wear it while i can.i tie my hair into a high poney tail as it was getting in my way.

i put some makeup on such as foundation, mascara ,blush and matte lipstick.as i finnish hardin walks in the room.his hair is wet so im gathering im he took a quick shower as he took around 20m.he is wearing no t shirt but is wearing some jeans and i can see all of his hot tattoos.he looks so handsome.

"well you look nice"he says and leans in to kiss me on the cheek

"well thankyou"i say with a cheesey smile.

"what do you want for breakfast"he says

"hmm i dont know"

"i was thinking a maccies breakfast as what happend last night"he says sittinh on the bed