"It Is Not I"
I am not a queen but a slave in your kingdom
I am too simple and too broken to be an empress
I am not the reason for your existence
You could live happily without me
I will never be the conductor of your rhymes
Our hearts don't even sync
Our notes are not in the right key
I am an ugly subject
My face can't be chiseled as a name in your mind
My love for you is deeply buried in my soul
But you are busy digging up your own love
For another person, another flower
Well I was never a flower
My beauty doesn't even fit the standard
But I still wish to see you every day
Your beauty, unlike mine, is phenomenal
I'll do everything just to talk to you
I will walk every lane to get to you
I will do anything to show that I care
You are the morning and you are the night
You are heaven and you are a paradise
You are my beloved home, my secret garden
But I am just a dream you'll forget as soon as you wake up
I am a boring novel you just push aside
Like a newspaper with daily news, I change for you in every way
But you never cared, not even once
It is not I the one that is meant for you but I wish it was me
It is not I who can make you happy but I wish had that ability
It is not I, your love interest, apparently, I was the villain
It is not I, the subject of your poems and conductor of your heart
However you are mine, you are the subject and conductor of my rhymes
You are my fairytale, you are my life
I see no one but you, you are the most precious one
I am a poet and you are the subject of every poem
I only love you, I could never compare you to anything
I could give you everything and I mean everything
But it is not I and you will never be mine.
A/N: Hello, I would love to hear your thoughts about this poem. You can write your favorite line or the phrase/line you like the most in this poem. Mine is down in the comment section. I'll be waiting for your answer. Once again thank you for reading! Love you guys, bye!
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