"Your Name"
There is a sound that wakes me up at night
I hear your name but I can't seem to find you
Your name is carved up in my mind
But you know what else can't be forgotten?
The words that mean you don't feel the same
The words uttered that unfortunate day
The truth that successfully ripped my heart
And I'm glad I didn't get to see your face at that moment
I honestly don't know what I'm going to do
I will probably slap you or cry ugly while saying "It is fine"
But a part of me wanted you to look me in the eye as you say those words
You should have looked into my eyes that day you killed me
That way my stare will be stuck in your mind
And you will remember the heart you broke
I say your name to remind me that I am still alive
That I still have a reason to live, a reason to continue
Now saying it only kills me, reciting it only breaks me
I can only compare myself to a person who is dead
The blood flowing through your veins is cold
But the ones in your hands felt warm
What did you feel when you stab me?
Does it feel nice to have the ability to break somebody?
Did you even think of what I was going to feel that night?
Your name is a needle in my heart, it is an irony
It is the most beautiful sound but I don't want to hear it anymore
Only pain and maybe echoes in my ear,
Only lies fill my confused mind
Your name is baggage that I don't need anymore
But I still carry it everywhere I go
I even hid it in the title of this book
Sometimes it's four letters, sometimes it's you
I call you Grey while my friends call you "Why"
Capital letters to emphasize what is true
The truth is that my heart still calls for you.
A/N: Hello, I would love to hear your thoughts about this poem. You can write your favorite line or the phrase/line you like the most in this poem. Mine is down in the comment section. I'll be waiting for your answer. Once again thank you for reading! Love you guys, bye!
PS: I don't have any photos to post so I'll just post random drawings of people HAHAHAHA. I drew this or fun so might as well use them in my book.
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