Morning, checked up in the mirror.
I don't feel, that good.
I feel like, something Is wrong
But, I am not sure hat is wrong
I feel, very stressed.
I need, to go relax.
Made breakfast, gave it to Sophie and some to the boys.
Heading out to clear my mind.
Came back, I had left you behind.
I was only gone for a few minutes, but something feels odd.
Just gonna, go head out again.
Sun is nice.
Tired, I think I am stressed.
Perhaps I should go look at the experiments.
Maybe in a little while.
But not right now.
I just need, a breather.
Day 22 of experiments.
Group one, still starving and no change.
Group 2, still in darkness and nothing huge
Group 3, sunlight still nothing.
Group 4, still doing horrable in the watee.
So far, so much the same.
just, waiting for something to happen I guess.
I want something big, or to go crazy.
Yes
I will go crazy if I am stuck like this
Just been, doing this bull
I could have been doing something.
Learning more
But I just
I want more.
More
Mor
I just want more
I want a good damn detractin
I need something to occupy me.
What should I write or do?
Please, tel me
Tell me
I beg you
Jornal
I know you wont talk back to me
But, I just want something
Anything
I will be going for a bit
I will go shopping.
Blah blah blah
Dark wings rising up
I have no hope left no more
please someone help me
Shopping is fine.
Got home safely.
Collected more items.
I have a skateboard, more tools, needles, sewing tools.
And a lot more stuff.
Back home, and just kinda exsisitng.
I need, to test my limits.
Fuck
Ok, it was not that good.
I sewed thread into my leg.
Then I ripped it out.
Needles in my arms, hammed them tough
I just
I ripped them back out, and I watched myself heal.
I think, it didn't hurt too much.
Felt like it would hurt more.
Hammer my knee, hammer my knee
Busted bones and no more walking for me.
Things are okay.
Healed up
Sleepy.
Madedinner and fed Sohpie, then the boys.
They are fine.
The boys are nice, but good.
Sohpie is annoyed with me
She hates that I have her locked up
She questioned why
I told her nothing
No more lies
No more
I tied up her undead friends outside her room, peraps tey will do well there.
