Morning. I am still the same in the mirror.
Ate breakfast with the boys, then checked in on Sophie.
She is, well.
She is still alive, for which I am glad.
She is, surviving.
Not too happy with the situation, asks too many questions.
I think she may try to escape.
Sadly, I don't wat to give her a chance.
I could, cripple her.
Thpuh, that ight be expream
I keep thinking of different ideas
I think it makes me a bad person.
I, am less human then her.
No
No
I just
Fuck
I need space.
I need time to think or something
I just, I don't know
Life was similar without Sophie.
I cant even make a blank slate.
She has been talking to the GasStation.
What would I say to convince them she is dead?
Especially after anything she could have told them.
I think, I need to go check 0n the experiments now.
Day 21 of the experiment.
Group 2, nothing. Still in darkness.
Group 3, nothing. Still in sunlight. Feels useless
Group 4, still in water, still disgusting.
Wasn't paying much attention tody sadly.
I hope the experiment wont be hurt because of me.
I think.
I think I need to get rid of sophie.
I will be, going to a store now.
Very glad I have you with me journal.
I found some rat poision, and I think I know what I will do.
I will poision Sophie, slowly and gradually.
It must happen.
It is the lesser evil.
I am the better person.
I am, a good person!
I will give her a mercy.
It will be a mercy.
Mercy killing.
Yes
A good thing.
It's the only option.
I will do what must be done.
If there is a soul, I hope hers wont go to hell.
Desert
Scorched, barren
Forsaking, desolating, stranding
Ever so barren
Abandon
I will head back home now.
Back home, dinner time.
Gave ophie some dinner, ate with the boys.
I have not given any with rat poision.
Perhaps I should go with something genteler?
I will research more in my books.
The boys are fine, I will talk much with them.
