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Vlog #199 | Final Vlog

"Uhhh fuck it" i gave up and just cover myself with the pillow

"hmm...fuck should i go after her?" i asked myself staring at the ceiling

Scarlett and i decided it's better if we avoid each other...we confessed our feelings for each other on set and..well it has been very awkward.

She decided to stay in another state to completely cut off the connection between us. it's just not working, it's affecting both of our names and careers in a really scandalous way.

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"what's the matter?" Scarlett asked pausing the video

"hmm?"

"what's on your mind?" she stared looking worried

"i just remembered the time we uhm got rumored? and that's part of why i thought this will never work so I agreed on letting you go at that time" i breathe out

"it was just very disappointing to me i guess? because i thought we would receive like uhm gay support? and the thought that we're not even together at that time and we already received a lot of homophobic comments and personal attacks..i was afraid that it would be worse if we continue it" i added

"i get you.." she sighs resting her head on my shoulder and continued the vid

"FUCKKK" I cursed out not knowing what to do

i just opened the tv to atleast try and distract myself on doing something that i already fully decided on get messed up

"A plane that supposed to fly to Los Angeles reported to explode even before flying" the news says as soon as i switch the channel making me widen my eyes

i jumped off my bed shaking in fear. i grabbed my keys and didn't bother to grab a coat.

I drove as fast as i can with a pounding heart Hoping Scarlett didn't get in the plane or atleast she's ok

"FOR FUCKS SAKE!" I shouted blasting the horns on this damn traffic.

I'm just 2 minutes away so i decided to just get off my car and run on the sidewalk.

ones i got in the airport staffs trued to stop me but i just run through them before arriving at the scene of an plane on fire making me stunned

", ma'am? please just cooperate with us, you are not allowed here"

"i-is S-scarlett there?" i asked biting my lips trying to stop my emotions

"we're trying to locate everyone, ma'am please just cooperate"

"n-no...i-i can't..I-I NEED TO S-SEE HER"

"ma'am, please"

"N-no y-you don't understand" i begged but he just sigh and escorted me outside

i just stood infront of the building still in shocked letting the rain pour on me.

"y-y/n?" i heard my name

'is she already hunting me?' i though to myself

"Y/N!!" i heard it again

i looked from afar seeing someone and i just burst into tears as we both run to each other. I immediately pulled her in ahug sobbing

"i-i thought i l-lost you" i cried kissing her forehead

"i c-cant leave you..i-i didn't got on the p-plane" she says pulling out of my hug and just cupped my face

"i love you" she sobbed

"i-i...i love you too" i responded still catching my breath as we locked our lips in a kiss not being bothered by the rain