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vlog #103 | videos to treasure

Scarlett pov
(yes, there would be more Scarlett pov in the next chapters coz y'know your about to die..jk..)

"hey people welcome back to my channel" y/n chuckled noticing I'm holding a camera

we're at the balcony of our room casually sitting at the reclining chairs while staring at the stars holding hands

"why are you filming?" she asked laughing weakly

"figured out from now on we should have more videos....we can look back at them when you're fully healed and just laugh how we were so affected by these things happening to us right now" i answered smiling looking directly at her dark eyes

"what if.... you're the only one that's gonna look back at these videos?" she asked hesitantly

"told you already stop saying those things"

"i was thinking about this for the past few days...what if you leave me now... distance yourself and rose from me"

"what do you mean?"

"the sooner I'm away.....the sooner you'll get use to it....the sooner you move on" she stated biting her lips trying to hold her tears

"are....you breaking up with me?"

"no....i just don't want you to suffer in the dark because of me" she stated sitting up fixing her posture and looked away sniffing wiping her tears

"ill suffer more if you'll force me to leave you" i responded and she just lay down again still not facing me

i just get up from ny seat..walked over her sitting on her lap before letting my self lay down on her chest wrapping my hands on her waist

"I'm not gonna leave you"

"please let me go...you know it's hard to say goodbye, but when you love something you need to set it free" she mumbled and i just sit still on her lap wiping my tears

"NO, IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE YOU'RE GONNA FIGHT FOR THEM.... YOU'RE GONNA SACRIFICE FOR THEM" i corrected still sobbing looking directly at her looking tired eyes

she suddenly cupped my face pulling me for a kiss and just rest our foreheads together

"i love you...sorry" she stated wiping my tears using her thumb and i just nodded pulling her for a tight hug

"i love you the most... we're gonna get through this... you're gonna heal and we will have our old life back..mkay???"

"together" she responded

"yes... together"

"promise me this love will last till next life.... don't fall for someone else soul" she stated sniffing raising her pinky

"promise.....only you bubby" i smiled as my tears fall while doing the promise gesture

y/n pov

all my life ive been wishing to die....and for the first time i just don't want that to happen

i don't want to die...

i wanna stay with Scarlett wake her up with kisses everyday..take rose to school, annoy both of them all the time, witness cosmo learn his first word and first step....for the first time in my life i can say that I'm genuinely happy...i don't want to die because of this stupid liver cancer

Scarlett pov

i just rest my head again on her chest treasuring every second of her touch

"bubs? how do you say we go to bed now?" i mumbled but she's not responding.

i looked at her with already close eyes making me chuckle

"you didn't wait for me to sleep with you uh?" i asked laughing wiping my nose before kissing her to wake her up so we can move in our bed since rose is with her mom for the night

she didn't respond on my kiss and i just froze on ny position knowing she's really sensitive when shes sleeping to the point that if you just touch her she's gonna wake up...but now shes not

"y/n??? bubs...y/n???!!!" i shouted panicking tapping her cheeks to trying to wake her up but she's still not responding

i quickly run to the telephone calling our gurs for help. not even a second they batge in our room getting y/n and just run downstairs as i follow them until we all hop in a car

I'm just glad the hospital is literally just a 5minute walk from our house

"y/n?? god please.. I can't lose you right now..bubs? please wake up" i sob on her chest still trying

in about a minute we arrived and they quickly put her in some sort of emergency room but they didn't let me in saying it's dangerous inside

i just wated outside stress out and crying for about 3 hours straight.

a doctor finally came out and i just immediately approach him

"she's safe.... she's fine...she already woke up but she's sleeping now, let's give her body a rest" he sigh and i nodded being really thankful

"w-what happened to her? d-did she just lose her life earlier?" i asked wiping my tears

"no... ma'am look i assume she has cancer? liver cancer?"

"yes"

"well you see this disease makes her prone to high and low blood sugar...she got low blood sugar which leads for her to lose her consciousness earlier....but i wanna warned you on something"

"what is it?"

"I'm actually a fan of her movies and her pathways in life.....well you see this condition gives her a lot of confusions"

"what do you mean....is she gonna forget me?"

"No, what I'm saying is knowing her she has a really high IQ and she loves showing that"

"i get it.... she'll be disappointed at her self because this disease will technically lower her IQ...and this disappointed will turn into stress that can give her tantrums"

"exactly"

"but she will heal and get back to normal right??????"

"of course, liver cancer is really hard to cure but there's nothing impossible.." he stated smiling

"can....i go to her?"

"sure"

"mkay thank you"

"the pleasure is mine"

i went inside the room seeing y/n peacefully sleeping...i just lay beside her cuddling her from behind while burying my face on her back sobbing

"d-dont cry p-pretty lady" she stated suddenly turning around wiping my tears

"I'm glad my dream come true...im married to Scarlett Johansson" she chcukled but her eyes looks so tired making me just cry on her chest

"please stop crying.... you're breaking my heart"