Burn

Chapter 29: A friendship

AN: So, may bagong ship. MyLy? Hahaha.

Pero syempre solid tayo dito, Alyden FTW! HAhaha.

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Dennise's POV

I don't think I could ever forgive myself if something bad happen to her, hinding hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko. Baka pati ako mamatay.

Sobra ko siyang nasakatan, nong makita ko siya kung paano siya nasaktan, triple ang balik non sa akin.

"I'm sorry Ly." I said to myself, I'm curling here on my bed, crying myself out.

The truth is, it was just a game.

At first.

Oo, totoo lahat ng yun. Yung deal, yung tungkol kay LA. Totoo lahat ng yun, nong unang gabi sa bar. Wala talaga akong nararamdaman para kay Alyssa, it was just pure lust.

Para sa akin laro lang ang lahat ng yun, it gave me the satisfaction, pero may kulang, palaging may kulang.

After that one night stand, or so I thought. The whole night, I was not able to sleep. Lagi ko siyang iniisip, kakaiba siya sa lahat. Sobrang iba ng naramdaman ko when I first stared into her eyes.

The whole world stops, parang bumagal ang oras and then it suddenly fast forwarded. Parang biglang bumilis kaagad ang takbo ng oras, nakakatakot. So I forced myself that it was just a game at wala lang yun, binalewala ko ang lahat.

I left her and went home, at hindi nga ako nakatulog kaya naman nalate ako ng punta sa BEG. And that's when I saw her again, my heart beats...............again.

My attraction towards Alyssa became so strong, at first I thought it was just because of the dare and because I was extremely attracted to her.

Sino bang hindi mabibighani kay Alyssa?

She perfectly imperfect.

Nagpatuloy ang pagiging, friends with benefits namin. Pero nong tumagal na ng tumagal mas lalo na akong naguguluhan sa mga nararamdaman ko.

Hindi ko na iniisip ang tungkol sa dare. Mas gusto kong mapalapit kay Alyssa not to be close to her and break her heart, but to know her, just to know her.

Unti-unti ko siyang nakilala, at unti-unti akong nahuhulog.

Nong una pinigilan ko, sobrang pinigilan ko kasi alam ko na kapag malaman niya ang katotohanan ay masasaktan ko siya ng sobra.

But then yung trip to Dipolog happened, mas lalong tumitibay ang nararamdaman ko para sakanya.

Sa bawat segundo na nakakasama ko siya ay mas lalong lumalalim ang pagtingin ko sakanya, everytime we have sex it doesn't feel like one, it feels like making love with the person that I love.