youtuber x reader one shots

yumi x reader (6)

so we're going to try some sad stuff today! this is going to break my heart because I'm very sensitive but sometimes there needs to be a reality check lmao. I appreciate all of your love and support ❤️

*alcohol is in this addiction is a real thing.*

I open my eyes to the sound of my alarm ringing. I roll over but I feel someone under me. I look down and see Blake shirtless still asleep. I smile softly and turn off my alarm. I cuddle up in his arms and he wakes up with a jump. he looks down at me and panics

"shit shit shit" he mumbles rolling me off of him.

I look at him with a worried expression.

"Are you okay Blake?" I ask

"no, I'm not I have to get home to Stacy"

"y-you have a girlfriend," I ask with my voice cracking

"yeah I do, whatever happened last night meant nothing (y/n), and she can't know," he says throwing his shirt on and running out the door

my heart is completely broken. I hear my front door slam and I break down in tears. he cheated on her with me my heart broke for Stacy as her and I have been friends for years. she was always so scared that he would cheat on her.

I call the only person I know who wouldn't judge me. Max, I pull up his number and call him

"h-hello?"

"Maxi I fucked up"

"I know you did (y/n)"

"i- I didn't know he was dating her," I say sobbing into the phone

"Then you should have asked, don't call me again (y/n) I don't associate with home wreckers," he says hanging up

I'm staring at my phone completely numb. I grab my keys and get in my car and drive anywhere. I see a liquor store and pull in. I see Chris and Jamie there I brush past them and grab the strongest drink they have. I check out getting in my car. I haven't picked up a drink since her I think to myself man I should call her I see Chris and Jamie whispering to each other looking worried I pull away and head back home. once I pull into the driveway I grab my two bottles and head to my room pulling out a glass. I pour a shot and look into it.

"f-fuck, I'm going to break being sober for almost four years for him," I say out loud

I take the shot wincing as the burn follows down my throat. I haven't eaten all day so this will hit me even harder I think to myself. it's not like anyone cares anyway.

three hours later

I'm laying on the couch drunk out of my mind. I keep replaying everything in my head as time goes by. I look at my phone and see a ton of messages and missed calls I shut my phone off throwing it across the room. I cry harder feeling my chest get tighter. why did I decide to bring him home? I scream with force and fall back into the couch. my door flies open and I see Chris and Jamie walk over to me with angry expressions.

"p-please don't yell, I already know what I did," I say looking at my hands

"Why did you bring him home (y/n)" Chris asks