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Vlog #186 | red or our little red pt3

"b-but that stranger is our c-child" she looked at me seems like i murdered my kid

"and y-you're my wife" i Huff sobbing slightly raising my voice frowning my brows as she seems like she's making me regret my decision

"y/n.."

"o-ok, I'm sorry for c-choosing to live with you, s-sorry if i want my w-wife to live..sorry if i chose you over our child!" i scoff catching my breath running out of the room sitting at the floor being overwhelmed by my emotions can't stop my self from crying

"I'm s-sorry" Scarlett came out of her room holding her dextrose while leaning down to me still on the floor and i just quickly stood up pulling her in a hug

"s-sorry for not c-considering your situation" she mumbled

"I'm sorry...i just don't know what my life would be if you're gone" i sobbed

we came back in her room both of us not talking for hours thinking about what just happened when a doctor says we could actually visit little red.

we went to this place and my heart dropped seeing a little figure covered in a blanket but her little roes were exposed and have this red tag..

the man removed the blanket and a smile formed on my lips while tears run down my cheeks in an instant

"s-she looks j-just like y-you...h-her c-cheeks" i mumbled swallowing thickly before red hugged me crying on my chest

"c-can i touch h-her?" i asked

"sorry ma'am..no" the man says and i just nod but i removed my bracelet and made her wear it..

"g-grandpa gave t-that to m-mama" i breathe out still can't stop my self from crying

me and Scarlett decided to name her Red Johansson y/L/n and also decided to give a proper funeral but just exclusive with our friends and families.

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"mama? why is little red on that box?" rose asked as I'm carrying her both of us looking at the baby

"s-shes resting"

"why does her skin looks like that?"

"i...i-... I don't know" i sigh not knowing how to explain to her that her baby sister is dead..

"mama? can i go to mommy?" she asked and i just nod putting her down as she run to Scarlett

"everything will be ok" a voice stated and i look back to see Maggie

"i know....i just don't know how" i mumbled looking back at little red

"you know..when i saw that car in the news i immediately know its your ass and it actually made me smile because i know how careless you are but when they said it was going in an hospital..i know something was just not right "

"mags?"

"hmm?"

"can you..stay? can you not leave this time? i need you"

"I'll try...ill take care of rosie if you want "

"Thankyou."

"you're welcome " she sigh pulling me in a hug but when i open my eyes i saw Scarlett in call with someone.

"e-excited me for a while" i sniff getting off maggie to go to Scarlett

"ok... I'll be there" Scarlett responded to the call and literally flinch seeing me standing in front of her

"where are you going?"

"they need me at the o-office"

"red...are you serious??!?"

"you're making a scene" she mumbled and u looked seeing everyone is actually looking at me

i grabbed Scarlett's wrist lightly, pulling her an another room to talk

"Are you fucking serious??? we just lost our kid because of that stupid work!" i shouted can't hold my self anymore

"y/n i know, you're not the only one in grief here, you know I've worked so hard for this and you can't just call it stupi-"

"YEAH WORKED TOO FUCKING HARD"

"a-are you blaming me?

"Bullshit Scarlett...fucking bullshit, when did i blame you for this?? I'm just saying we lost a kid...and you're here going to your office??!?"

"ok I'm sorry if i need to work hard for my business to grow, sorry if i can't be as successful than you that you don't need to check yours every fucking time" she scoff triggering me

"i lost a fucking partnership..i lost hundreds of millions..did i go to office?? no. The money didn't even hurt as much as when i lost our kid.. I'm not saying that you're not hurting right now...just atleast for fucking ones..stay..i need you" i sobbed

"i understand you..but---"

"Scarlett!!!"

"i need to.." she huff walking away from me

"if i found out you continued going there...im gonna make sure that company will shut down" i clench my jaw seeing her stop from walking... I don't mean it..i just want her to stay