My Moon ( A Simon Marcos Fanfiction Story)

Chapter 56

Author:Read at your own risk. May konting harsh words po na ginamit dito sa chapter na ito and medyo mapanakit ang chapter na to. Thank you ☺️

Nag decide kame ni kuya Sandro na after lunch time na lang kame magkikita. I am already heading to the private room we reserved here sa restaurant nila Athena. Pagpasok ko ay nagulat ako sa taong nakita ko doon, I turn around quickly para umalis na sana but someone grabbed my hand and face me to him and it was kuya Sandro.

I am sorry I brought him here, you both need to talk. Paliwanag na sabi ni kuya Sandro kung bakit nandito si Simon.
I told you, I am not ready to talk to him yet. I said and tried to walk again but can't because he is still holding my hand.
You are going to talk to him anyways so why don't you do it now? He said that made me look at him. Kahit para saakin man lang? He added kaya no choice ako but to agree with him. Usap lang naman right?

We headed to our table and I sat beside kuya sandro while Simon is on the other side of the table.

I am sorry again if I brought him here. Kuya sandro apologized again and I just nodded and forced a little smile.
It was actually my fault. I forced him to bring me with him. Paliwanag naman ni Simon na nakatingin saakin but I didn't even bother to look back at him.
Order na lang muna tayo before we start talking about the problem. Sabi ni kuya Sandro kase ramdam niya na hindi ako comfortable sa situation. Tinanguan ko lang siya bilang sagot at  ganon din ang ginawa ni Simon.

Deserts and some drinks lang ang inorder namin since we are all done eating our lunch. Nung dumating na yung order ay nagsimula na din kameng kumain. Tahimik lang kame at kita kong sumusuyap su Simon saakin at babalingan ng tingin ang kapatid niya. Pagkatapos kumain ay ako na ang unang nagsalita.

If you wanted to explain yourself, Do it already. I am listening. Sabi ko na hindi man lang siya tinapunan ng tingin.
I am really sorry... He apologized but I cut him off.
I said explain, I didn't say you apologize. I said to him. Alam kong medyo rude but I really don't want to hear him explain because it just make me feel that he really did something wrong.
Sunny... Saway ni kuya Sandro saakin kaya napatingin ako sa kaniya and I mouthed Sorry to kuya Sandro only because I am not sorry for what I said but for being rude. Just explain to her Si. Dagdag niya at bumuntong hininga.
To tell you honestly, I don't really remember everything that had happened that night. Panimula niyang sabi na nakatingin saakin at ang mga salitang binitawan niya ay may dulot na kirot sa puso ko. All I remembered was, I am already having a drink that time while I was waiting for you and then she showed up and  started flirting with me that made me irritated kaya I grabbed my drink and left. I even bumped into someone, I apologized to her and settled myself at the vacant table nearby. Ininom ko yung drink ko then after finishing it, I got dizzy and the next thing I knew was I woke up sa isang bed and then I saw Camille there. After seeing her, I stood up hurriedly left the place. Hindi ko na din maalala kung paano ako nakarating sa condo ko but one thing I am sure of is I am still wearing my clothes the time I woke up. Mahabang paliwanag niya ulit na nagpakunot ng noo ko at nangingilid na yung luha ko.
You know what? The happy memories we had shared  for the month we have been together is nothing compared to the pain I am feeling right now. And it hurts more, because you can't give me the right explanation to what really happened because you don't fucking remember everything. Naluluhang sabi ko sakaniya pero may diin sa bawat salitang binitiwan ko.
I am just telling you the truth and what I know. I really can't remember everything that happened that night. Mahinahong sabi niya saakin. Bakas mo ang pagsisisi at lungkot sa boses niya but I don't damn care about how he feels because it hurts me more than it hurts him.
And that bullshit reason doen't even erase the fact that you two might had sex. Pasigaw na sabi ko habang dinuduro ko siya.
Sunny! Saway saakin ni kuya Sandro.
Bakit kuya? Tama naman ako diba? Baling kong tanong sa kaniya at bumuntong hininga siya.
You were right. It is possible that they might had but lets not conclude anything yet. Mahinahong paliwanag ni kuya saakin at pinapakalma ako.
You promised me... You promised infront of my dads grave that you will not hurt me again but anong ginawa mo? You caused me pain more than the pain you caused me when you left before. I said while my tears are already flowing down my cheeks.
S-sorry...I am really sorry. Panghihingi niya ng tawad ng nakayuko. He knows he made a mistake, a big mistake.
Alam mo? Nung wala ka dito, I always wish na uuwi kana pero kung eto lang naman ang kapalit ng paguwi mo, kung ganito lang naman pala kasakit, sana hindi kana lang umuwi. I said in between my cry and subs. It really hurts a lot. It feels like something is ripping inside me, that something is tearing me apart.
Sunny, don't say that. Kuya Sandro said and hinimas niya likod ko to comfort me.
Sobrang sakit kuya Sands. I trusted him. Madiin kong sabi while still crying on him.
Wala sa inyo ni Simon ang may gusto ng nangyari. You know how much he loves you. Sabi ni kuya Sandro saakin.
Pero kahit ang love na yun ay walang magagawa sa sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon. Malumanay na sabi ko sa kaniya na humihikbi pa rin.
What are you trying to point out? Biglang tanong saakin ni Simon na agad kong binalingan ng tingin. Bakas mong medyo naiinis siya sa base sa tono ng boses niya.
That the thing that happened caused a lot of pain to me that even the love you have for me can't even take away some of it. Sagot ko sa kaniya na medyo tumaas na din ang boses ko.
You know you can both talk without even raising your voices right? Singit ni kuya Sandro to ease the tension na nabubuo sa pagitan namin ni Simon.
As if she is trying to say na ginusto ko yung nangyari. Pagreklamo niyang sabi kay kuya Sandro at binalingan din ako ng tingin.
I never said that. Ang tanging sinabi ko lang is that the things that happened caused me a lot of pain that even knowing how much you love me can't even erase the fact that it hurts like hell. I said at naguunahan na naman ang mga luha ko sa pag patak.
Pwede bang magusap kayo ng mahinahong dalawa? Tanong ni kuya Sandro bakas mong naiinis na din siya sa inaasal namin.
She started it! Sabi ni Simon na dinuro pa ako.
Ako? Tanong ko habang tinuturo ang sarili. Baka nakakalimutan mo yung reason kung bakit tayo nandito? Tanong ko sa kaniya at tinaasan ko pa ng kilay.
You're blaming it on me again? Naiinis na tanong niya saakin.
I did not even say that I am blaming you. Naiinis na ding sagot ko sa kaniya.
You did not say it but you sounded like you are pointing it that way. Sagot niya saakin.
This is unbelievable. Sabi ko at umiling. I am the one who is betrayed and hurt here but it seems like pinapalabas mo na ikaw pa ang agrabyado ngayon? I said and gave him a death glare bago tumayo at binalingan ng tingin si kuya Sandro. I can't do this anymore kuya Sands. I said in a sad tone.
What do you mean? Nagtatakang tanong niya saakin and hold my hand at pinaupo ulit ako.
I told you, I am not ready to talk to him yet. As much as I wanted to talk to him in a nice way but I just can't. It hurts a lot. Sabi ko sa kaniya while my eyes starts to tear up again. This will not work out anymore kuya Sands. Malungkot na sabi ko sa kaniya.
Bakit? Susuko kana ba? Dahil lang sa nangyari susuko kana? Tanong ni Simon na naiiyak na din.
OO. Sigaw kong sagot sa kaniya na bakas mong ikinagulat niya iyon. Dahil ang sakit sakit and nothing can even lessen the pain because you can't even remember what happened the time when you are with her that night. I answered while my tears drop like their having a race.
You are just going to throw away all those years na pinagsamahan natin? Naluluhang tanong niya saakin.
I am not the one who messed up here so don't point things out on me. Sabi ko at tumayo ulit at tinuro si Simon. You fix your mess and don't ever bother me again. I said and I walked away.

Sobrang sakit para saakin to walk away from you Simon but I needed to. This time ako naman ang lalayo.

Sorry for the grammatical errors✌️
Everytime na binaback read ko yung story to minimize the errors, parati akong umiiyak. Hindi ko alam kung itutuloy ko ba o hinde kase pag check pa lang ng errors sa nasulat ko na, nahihirapan na ako what more pa kung ituloy ko yung next lines nila.
Anong ibig sabihin ni Sunny sa last words niya?