The Boy's Children

Chapter 18

Raven's POV
I cupped her face.

"Look at me. I love you. I love you more than, I loved Bethany."

"R-really?"

"Yes."

"Y-you don't want her back?"

"No. I had her once. That's enough for me."

"D-did you hear the entire conversation?"

"I'm pretty sure I did. I wanna see every scar you have."

"H-huh? W-why?"

"I wanna see them."

"I-I'm really insecure about them. I-I wanna show you them but...that's something that...might scare you."

I started kissing her neck.

"I-t-this is new."

Someone knocked on her door.

"Hey uh...mom and dad are doing a date night. Roxie's gonna be at Aunt Lexie's."

"What about you?"

"I-I'll have my headphones on. I-I don't wanna hear what you both do!"

"See? Nobody can bother us now. Can I see those scars now?"

"I-I'm scared. I don't want you to hate me for it."

"Baby...how could I hate you?"

"W-what if...I freakout?"

"Then I'll stop."

"Y-you'd do that?"

"Yes."

I took off my clothes. She scanned my body. I went back to kissing her. I slid my hands up her shirt. I unhooked her bra. I slid the straps down her arms. I took it, off her and dropped it on the floor. I went back to kissing her neck while, I slid her pants and underwear down.

"You okay?"

"I-I think."

I took her pants and underwear off then put them on the floor.

"Put your arms up."

She put her arms up and I slid off her shirt. She looked away. Her face was red. I went back to kissing her neck.

"Lay down."

She laid down and I got on top of her.

"You okay?"

"Y-yeah. C-can you go slow?"

"Yeah. I was going to anyway."

I slid my arms underneath her. She wrapped her arms around my waist. I started moving slowly. She started digging her nails into my back. She started moaning. I smiled. Her thighs started shaking.

"How are you now?"

"Really good!"

"Great."

I started kissing her scars. I put her on top of me into a straddled. I put my hands on her outer thighs and pulled her closer to me. She gasped. My nails started digging into her skin. I moved her back and forth. Her body tightened around me.

"Goddamn...you're much better than Bethany."

"I-I am? Y-you're not just saying this?"

"Oh I'm fuckin serious baby,"

We started panting.

She started moving faster.

"Damn? You wanna pick up the pace?"

"Baby I'm fuckin enjoying this."

"Oh are you now?"

I flipped her.

"Do you think, you'll still enjoy this when...you can't walk?"

She bit her lip.

"We'll see now, won't we? I've got an idea. Don't worry. It's nothing bad. Hear me out."

"Alright. I'm listening."

"How about...we give Novalyn a sibling."

"H-holy shit! A-are you serious?!"

"Yeah."

I started kissing her. I interlocked our fingers.

"I want your baby."

"I-I-you're sure, you're not fucking around?"

"I'm sure."

She started kissing my neck. I moaned into her shoulder.

Does she even know what she's doing to me?!

"Thrust harder."

I started doing that.

"Your family...is gonna kill me."

"Eh. I'm sure, we'll be fine. Mally might chase you around the house or deck you."

"That was NOT what I needed to hear."

She chuckled.

"Mal and your dad scare me."

"You should be worried about my mom too."

"She's too nice though."

"She decked my uncle when he showed up outta nowhere."

"So Prim's a threat too? Why are you telling me this?"

"Uhhh. Baby did you forget that...I'm not good at relationships?"

"But...you're doing fine."

"Oh fuck. I just realized...I said the wrong thing just now."

"It's fine. I say the wrong shit sometimes."

I pressed our foreheads together.

"I love you. I-I'm trying to get this right."

"I love you too. You're doing this right. You're doing better than how, Bethany was when, we first got together. She didn't even let me touch her for the first few weeks."

"R-really?"

"Yeah."

I kissed her.

"I don't understand how, you're not scared of me."

"I kinda am. But at the same time...I'm not. I-I trust you."

I kissed her again.

"I'm serious though...do not worry about Bethany." I said in between kisses.