The Brothers and Their Sister: Us?

The Born-Again Identity

Deans passed out, Sam ran off. Sam and me have been up for 4 or 5 straight days. no sleep. I close my eyes and open them fast, I don't want lucifer torturing me with images of Dean and Sam dying.
It's morning, Sam isn't back yet. I'm scared now. Dean gets up to a phone call, once he's done, he says" Bella come on." I got up and we left, Sam ran into a car. I'm gonna fall asleep and some how get lucifer and choke him. Dean went in and he came out pretty ticked, I said" how is he? I'm betting he said cancel his ufc fight." Dean said" I hate when you're right. he's tired as crap just like you." I said" okay." Dean said" I will knock you out, if I have to." I said" and I will wake up 3 minutes later from a nightmare. no thanks." He scoffed.
We went back to a safe house and Dean started trying to find help for Sam, I tried sleeping. which failed with me instantly waking up. I sat against the wall, Dean is calling everyone he can find in Bobby's book. He's not finding anything which is scaring me, like crazy. Dean got up getting a beer, the book fell off the table, I looked at Dean. he looked at me, he picked it up a card fell out and Dean picked it up calling the number, I got up grabbing me a monster or like 3 I'm trying to get hyper so I don't fall asleep. I chugged the first one, then the second one, then Dean took the third one away from me. I said" Dean. give it back." he said" no once I get you two better you're gonna die because you've had about 20." I shrugged, he scoffed. I walked back to the wall and slid down it.
Dean is searching through the Internet then his phone rings, I jump at the sudden sound. I calm myself down and then I fell asleep. straight into lucifers hands.
He says" your brothers are gonna die and never come back, you will be alone, dead." I said" shut up." he said" oh you told me to shut up." I said" leave me alone." he said" I know your fears and your secrets, all the blood that came from cuts and all the tiny secrets you keep from Dean and Sam. your fear of being alone, being left behind, afraid of thunder and lightning storms and clowns. Being the young, vulnerable, little girl Winchester. I can torture you with your own fears, mostly because your number one fear is Sam and Dean dying or leaving you." i said" shut up!" My voice cracked. then he started the images of them dying and yelling at me, telling me to leave and never come back. I closed my eyes shut and kept repeating" its not real, it's not real, it's not real!!!"
I jolted up and looked around, I was alone. Dean left me, no, don't think about that, he probably left a note. yeah he probably left a note. I got up looking around but I found no note. Don't freak out, don't freak out, don't freak out. I breathed out a shaky breathe, I said" okay, Bella. its gonna be okay, I'm gonna be okay, Sam will be okay, Dean is okay. It's going to be okay." I grabbed my phone and texted Dean, I texted" Dean, why did you leave me? Why did you let me fall asleep? Jerk." he texted back saying" I left sorry. I let you sleep because I'm your brother. Jerk." I put my phone down and sighed, I clenched my fist, and got up going to the fridge looking for more monster. I saw none, I grabbed my phone texting Dean, I texted" jerk! Why did you take all my monsters!" He texted back" oh I did." I stopped texting him and looked around for something sugar loaded. which of course I didn't find anything.
My phone rang, unknown number, i answered it saying" hello?" Dean said" its me. come outside, now." I said" okay coming." i hung up and went outside, I saw Dean, Cass? And Meg. I froze on spot, I saw Dean look at me then look at meg, he said something but I couldn't hear him, he got out coming up to me, he said" Bella, Bella, I know one thing and that's your not shocked about Cass being back, its about Meg in the back seat." I said" yeah that doesn't surprise me at all but why the heck is Meg in the car?!" He said" calm down, tiger." I said" I'm not getting in that car." he said" you are." I said" I'll take off and you know I will." Meg got out saying" come on sweet heart, I won't bite." I ran for her, I don't care if I die, Dean grabbed me saying" easy tiger, easy." then he looked at Meg saying" really. shut up." he looked back at me, picking me up putting me in the car, I looked out the window, instantly.
We are parked a little away from where Sam is. they got out, in staying in here, Dean doesn't want me near there. I don't care, they left. Dean came back getting me.
We are in Sam's room, I see he's just waking up, Dean and Cass are talking. I look at Sam, my lip quivers. Cass goes sitting next to Sam. Dean grabs me, then once Cass places his hand on Sam's head, I fall back into Dean, I squeeze my eyes shut as pain courses through my head.
I was sent out to the car,it's morning, I fell asleep, for once in a while not filled with nightmares. Sam and Dean come out and get into the car.