Keep quiet

What's wrong?

I sit next to this girl in English, and she's just so caring and nice.

She kept asking what was wrong and she said "I know there is something wrong, I can see it in your eyes." I said "nothing, I'm fine just tired." "You're on the verge of tears, I can tell. What's wrong?" "I'm just tired." "Are you sure you're 'just tired'" It's true I was about to break down, even my teacher could tell. I'm usally so happy in that class and talkaive. But today I was drawing on my desk and stareing off into space. When she caught me drawing I said "Ooh sorry, I didn't know I was doing that. I'm just not myself today, I've had a long day, and not in a good mood." She looked at me and said "Do you need to go to the nurses office?" "No my head just really aint here."

People are starting to notice..

At least Tj hasn't noticed my long sleeves, I promised I wouldn't cut again.

And my mother and step father hasn't noticed my sleeves either, If she did then she'd take away everything, and my music. She'd take my phone, and that is my only way to talk to him.

GOD CAMDEN I NEED YOU BACK