Next time

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I tell myself don't get attached.
That they never stay.
And I broke my own rule.
I became attached.
And it's all my fault.
I was so stupid to think.
Maybe this could all happen.
I am stupid.
Oh so stupid.
Good for nothing.
Waste of space.
Maybe next time I won't break my own rule.
Maybe next time I won't become attached.
Maybe next time I won't love.
Maybe next time I'll forget.
If I ever write a chapter again.
Talking about love.
Or him.
Or anyone.
Please tell me.
"Don't become attached."
"They always leave."
"They don't care about you."
Please remind me.
So next time.
I might not get hurt.
Next time.

I was happy there for a while.
But I know now.
Happiness really ain't my thing.
I don't deserve it.
If you're friends with me.
Or know me.
Don't ask me what happened.
Just don't talk about it.
Please.

Next time I won't fall for anyone.

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