Strong

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I used to be strong.
But I'm losing my fight.
I can't stop crying.
I want him.
I need him.
But, I lost him.....
Just like I'm losing my fight.
It's a constant thought now.
Killing myself, is a constant thought.
The tears fall. As I want him back.
That's all I really want.
I've been totally fucked up lately.
I've been skipping school, trying to kill myself, thinking about running away.
I tryed all the alcohol in the fridge....
Livy told me not to.
But I still did.
I don't care if it fucks up my head.

I made a poor attempt to get high off of cleaners in the house, that didn't work.
God I'm so stupid.

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