REAGAN MBS #1[COMPLETED]

chapter 6

REAGAN

PAGKATAPOS ng pag uusap namin ni jessica ay dumiretso ako sa firing range ng HQ dito ko binuhos lahat ng frustration ko

Nagpaputok ako ng baril na parang wala ng bukas. Hindi ako tumigil hangga't hindi nauubos ang bala paulit ulit ko itong ginawa hanggang guminhawa kahit papano ang pakiramdam ko . I'm so fuck up hindi ko alam kong paano ko papakalmahin ang sarili. I'm not mad nasaktan siguro oo ..this feeling is so new to me i never felt this to anyone before

It's fuck as hell lalo ng sabihin niyang mahal niya ang boyfriend niya .. of course mahal niya yun. Nabasa ko naman sa binigay na impormasyon sa akin ni steffan na 6 years in a relationship na sila. What do i expect? That she will trashed her f*ccking 6 years relationship for me ?. Ngayon ko lang naradaman ang ganito that feeling when you don't even know what the f*ckk your feeling.. this is so confusing

And this is the f*cking first time that i wish for a woman to like me .. me? Reagan Gallanis Monroe!

So this is the feeling to want something you can't have.. i disappointedly laughed at myself after thinking about it

I decided get a drink yeah .. maybe this is what i need kumuha pa ako ng maraming alak sa bar at umupo sa isang stool. Tahimik lang ako at nag iisip ng biglang dumating si kuya Gustavo at steffan

"what happen to you ? i was calling you bakit di ka sumasagot " si kuya

"sorry nakasilent ang phone ko " matamlay kong sagot sa kanya

There's a moment of silence before he spoke again and sit beside me

"is this about her ? nasabi sakin ni jem na nakita ka nila " and he directly asked me as if that was the only reason he could see for me to act like this

Instead of answering him I just smiled sadly. Mabuti pa sila ni ate jem may pag asa samantalang ako..

Sa katahimikan ko ay wala na siyang nagawa kaya nagpakuha na lamang din siya ng alak para sa kanila ni steffan upang samahan na lang ako

"so how's the business going ? nakapag usap na ba kayo ni Enrique ? " pag iiba niya kalaunan ng uasapan

"it's fine malapit na naming maclose ang deal " sagot ko na lamang . It's about our business he was asking hindi pwedeng hindi ko siya sagutin

"that's good to hear.. " at bumaling naman kay steffan

"nalaman mo na ba kung bakit sila magkakilala " tanong niya dito

"not yet but I'm still working on that I'll tell you immediately pag nalaman ko na " sagot ni steffan

Hindi ko sigurado kong ano yun pero alam kong tungkol parin yun kay De Vega. Hindi ko alam kong bakit biglang gusto niyang maging business partner si De Vega at iyon nga ang pinapaasikaso niya sa akin ngayon