Just Breathe (Marina)

Chapter 23

Vivianas POV

It's been two weeks since I started online school and it's okay,

Better than in person for sure but I feel like I'm such a procrastinator so I wait until the last minute to do everything which I know is my fault but still

I also hate having  to go to the station with mom or to the hospital with mama

That rule is stupid, I hate having to leave my comfy bed just for that

They have eased up on the door rule though, I just simply stopped listening to them about it and shut it all the time, It was out of habit at first and it made them mad so I did it on purpose and now they don't care

I even tried to stay in bed one day so I wouldn't have to go to the station but mama was having none of that

She was so mad that morning, yelling at me to get up in Italian, which she unconsciously switches to when she is mad

I actually feared for my life that morning

Now however we are on the way to therapy,

I hate it there too, I was liking it at first but... I don't know what happened if I'm being honest, I don't want them to worry about me, I mean I'm fine

We had actually just left the orthodontist, who schedules two appointments on the same day!!? and guess who has to get their wisdom teeth out? In two weeks-

"I'm not getting them out" I tell my parents as they drive to the hospital, I'm also on FaceTime with Emma, but my parents didn't know that since I had my air pods in

"Viv you are, you'll be fine" mom says

"Can't make me" I say and mama groans

"Viviana, you won't even feel it. Yes you'll be a little sore afterwards but that is all" mama says

"And even so, you have to get them out sooner or later because they can cause more problems" mom says

"Can Emma come?" I ask

"What?" Emma ask me

"Bambina she will be in school" mama says

"She can skip?" I say, and mom sighs

"I don't think I can" Emma tells me and i frown

"Why do you need Emma to go?" Mom ask

"To make sure I don't say anything to embarrass myself". I say and Emma laughs through the phone

"Fine, if, and only if, it's okay with her dad and if you'll stop complaining then she can come" mom says and I smile and Emma rolls her eyes playfully

"I'll see what I can do" Emma smiles and I nod just as we pull up to the hospital

"I have to go... I'll call you later? Sí?" I ask and she nods

"Okay, bye love you" she says

"Love you too!" I tell her and get off the phone and moms look back at me

"What?" I question

"Who were you talking to?" Mama ask

"Emma?" I say and they nod

Emma is my Bestfriend, and a lot of people tell their friends that they love them

"Do I have to do this?" I ask mama since mom had to go to the station

"Sí, you do" she says

"But mama why? I don't want to" I say crossing my arms

"What is up with you acting like a toddler lately hm?" She ask and I roll my eyes