❤Tipsy Premika❤ [Vriti FF] [Completed]

The terrible miserable me

"How are you feeling?", he asks after almost 5 mins of dead silence.

"I don't know", I respond

"You don't have to answer that", he responds

"Please don't show me sympathy"

"You are still pretty capable of anyone cry", he responds and I smile a little

"Its too soon to joke about my disability"

"Not at all, you are still the prettiest girl I know"

"Right, and you still chose to date gauri"

"I was lets say, dumb enough to assume, I could move on"

"You barely knew me"

"So did you, but I know you felt something strong too"

"But, you never cared to meet me"

"Mish...if I knew you were vihaang's sister, I would not have spend my days, dying everyday"

"I came to college and you still didnt even care looking"

"You did??"

"Don't act innocent"

"When?", akash looks at me seriously

"Almost 2 years back! I sneaked out of my home, and when I came to college, yash showed me gauri's proposal stunt and I saw how happy you were, all of you were!"

"Are you serious?"

"Duh!"

"That bastard! Yash told us nothing!"

"But akash ----", he cuts me off

"Mish...we were devastated! When you left, I looked for you madly but it was like you disappeared in thin air! Udita was a mess, she stopped going to classes, she had to repeat another year! I turned to alcohol and was kicked out of hostel room. It took us almost an year to get back on track. Mishka ahuwalia, I don't think you realise, we were so clueless without you. I fucking died every single day, even while dating gauri, I would think about you constantly! I was the worst boyfriend ever and gauri kept trying to keep us together.", akash tears up

My heart starts sinking. It was hard to accept , how much they cared. I am not used to so much love. I pull him closer and kiss him on his cheeks while trying to wipe his tears.
He looks me, just so intensely, and pulls me closer, eyes stay interwined, and his graze gets stronger every second.
He then proceeds to kiss me, our lips interlock, and I can feel his hot breathe on my face. I am gasping for breath but he does not loosen his grip on me.

Before I can loosen the grip, he hugs me tightly. Really tightly, and I just keep my eyes closed. If this is a dream, I want to be consumed by it and never wake up. If this is reality, I want to keep living this moment. My heart feels so heavy, and his scent gives me a strange kind of comfort. It feels so safe, and so comforting.

"Akash, I am sorry for making you go through so much", I apologise

"Don't ever apologise, it was all just a cruel fate"

"Are you still dating gauri?"

"I broke up, even before you came to delhi"

"And udita? She didnt come to meet me?"

"She was too afraid to see you this way, but she has been constantly in touch with nupur"

"Does she hate me?"

"Are you kidding me? Udita was, and will always be your best friend, silly"

"I want to see her"

"Aye aye captain, I will call her goa right away"

"And akash ---"

"Say it"

"I love you, too", I blush

"I love you soo freaking much mishka ahuwalia", he engulfs me in a tight hug again

"Why did you come see me?", I ask curiously still hugging him

"Because you came in my dreams, and freaked me out"

"Oh! Like that ravinder singh's book, where his fiance comes to meet him after she dies?", I laughs

"Please don't ever talk about dying or even think about it, or even attempt something like that, and you also ---"

"Akash..akash...I won't", I assure him

"I missed you so much mish"

"I missed you too, so much"

"Achha! Then, don't miss me anymore"

"What do you mean?"

"I know this will sounds so wrong, given you are still engaged to that dude. And...I know...you need time to heal and deal with this new life...and...."

"Akash, you are scaring me!"

Akash leans on his knee, and I am just so confused this moment. He is scaring me.

"I know...I thought, this would be easy....and I didnt plan it this way you know..."

"Go on..."

"Will you...uh...will you marry me mishka ahuwalia?"

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