-If Only- Jaeyong

Chapter 7: Under the Moonlight

"Why are you doing this to me?" Jaehyun whispered as he stared into Taeyong's eyes. "Why did you wear that?"

Taeyong was startled by what Jaehyun said but glanced down at his attire as his cheeks crimsoned. Yuta's shirt barely covered his underwear as it gave an illusion that he was wearing nothing underneath. Taeyong just stared at Jaehyun like a deer caught in a head light as he pulled Yuta's shirt down to uselessly cover the shame he was feeling.

"Don't do this to me Taeyong" Jaehyun's voice was barely audible.

Taeyong just stood there with wide eyes as he stared at Jaehyun. His heart started to pound faster as time passed by. Jaehyun moved closer and all Taeyong felt was the warmth emitting from Jaehyun's body. Jaehyun leaned forwards as his lips hovered above Taeyong's. He waited for a few seconds incase Taeyong might change his mind and pull away but when he didn't, he softly placed his lips on Taeyong's and pulled him in.

Taeyong felt a surge of spark rush through him as a disarray of feelings blossomed. Happiness, bliss, satisfaction, guilt and betrayal, all stirred up in the kiss that was on his lips. He felt Jaehyun's warm breath on his as he stood there frozen with shock. After a few seconds, Taeyong warmed up to the kiss and his body went lax. Jaehyun pulled away only to lick Taeyong's lip in a teasing manner and pulled him in for another kiss.

Taeyong let out a squeal when Jaehyun nipped his bottom lips and explored his body with his teasing hands. Jaehyun's finger slid under Yuta's shirt as he tenderly rubbed Taeyong's nipples. Taeyong had received kisses before and many more too but the way Jaehyun did it just made it more ecstatic and sensitively arousing. It was like Jaehyun knew what to do. He knew how to make Taeyong melt with just a few simple touches.

Jaehyun pulled away as soft pants filled the night sky. He rubbed Taeyong's lips with his finger and leaned in close.

"I actually handed that shirt down to Yuta..." Jaehyun whispered and nibbled on Taeyong's ear lobe.

Taeyong felt weak at the soft nibbling sensation on his earlobe as he leaned onto Jaehyun's strong frame and trembled.

Jaehyun hoisted Taeyong's legs around his waist and closed the balcony door shut by pushing him against it. Taeyong whimpered under Jaehyun and felt himself getting loose to the sensations. He couldn't think straight anymore as Jaehyun planted light fluttery butterfly kisses onto his neck.

"Jaehyun we- we shouldn't-" Taeyong's futile mumbling was cut off by Jaehyun's kisses as he grinded onto him.

Taeyong's thin underwear proved useless as he could feel Jaehyun's throbbing hardon grinding against him. He mewled at the warm feeling as he grasped onto Jaehyun's back for his dear life.

Through all the grinding, Jaehyun also palmed Taeyong's crotch as he nibbled on his ear lobe again. Taeyong let out a loud whine as he felt an overload of sensation going through him. He chanted Jaehyun's name and let out a mewl as he came in his underwear.

Jaehyun let out a deep grunt and bit Taeyong's plump lips as he came with tremors rippling through his whole body

Heavy breathings and pants filled Taeyong's ear as he clung onto Jaehyun tightly. Wrapping Taeyong in his arms, Jaehyun kissed his forehead and gently leaned him against the door. 

It only took a few seconds for Taeyong to realize what he had done and it shocked him electrifyingly to his core. Taeyong immediately pushed Jaehyun away as he stared at him dreadfully.

"What did we just......" Taeyong voice trailed off as he stared at Jaehyun in disbelief and looked around in a panic.

Shock and realization washed over Jaehyun's face too as his breathing paced up.

"Taeyong liste-"

"No Jaehyun....don't" Taeyong shakily said and pushed Jaehyun's hands away.

Taeyong opened the balcony door and quickly ran upstairs while Jaehyun's calls echoed behind him.

"Taeyong wait listen to me. Taeyong!"

Taeyong ignored all of Jaehyun's pleas as he ran into Yuta's room and swiftly closed the door. He could hear footsteps rushing upstairs too followed by Jaehyun's door loudly opening and slamming shut.

Taeyong slid down the door as he felt a tremendous amount of guilt wash over him. He let out a quiet cry and furiously tried to rub the feeling of Jaehyun's lips away.

Taeyong can't believe all the things he did with his boyfriend's own father. The pitch black surrounding engulfed him as Taeyong couldn't even bring himself to reside in Yuta's safe embrace because of the guilt and burning shame he felt towards what he had done.

He laid down on the floor as his heart pounded faster than he could fathom. He hated himself for giving into his desires.

He hated it.

But what he hated more was the burning truth that he couldn't deny......

He liked it.