-If Only- Jaeyong

Chapter 12: Please...

Taeyong's eyes fluttered open as he looked around the unfamiliar room in a dazed state. A gentle rhythm of hot breath blew against his nape as a pair of arms were wrapped around him. 

Taeyong tried to move but winced at the pain shooting through him as flashbacks from the night before replayed in his mind

Then it hit him. Taeyong realized where he was and slowly turned around to confirm it. He saw Jaehyun hugging him from behind, shirtless, with only his underwear covering him from beneath. He looked down to see himself still wearing the white skirt that was crumpled now. 

 Even though Taeyong knew what happened last night, it all still felt like a fever dream to him. Every piece of memory seemed hazy and shimmery. He watched as Jaehyun slept peacefully beside him. Seeing Jaehyun up this close made Taeyong realize how fine Jaehyun looked.

Jaehyun plump lips mesmerized Taeyong as his milky skin was temptingly soft. Strands of his raven black hair veiled his forehead and Taeyong could make out a few slight lines on it. Although there were wrinkles on Jaehyun's forehead, Taeyong still felt like Jaehyun was no where near 40. 

He tried to squirm out of Jaehyun's grasp and hissed when another sharp pain shot up his rear end followed by a dull throbbing sensation. He shivered at the soreness as a whimper escaped. Taeyong felt something stir beside him and glanced to see Jaehyun looking at him with half lidded eyes.

"Mhmm what's the matter baby" Jaehyun gruffly said as he pulled Taeyong in for a morning hug. 

Taeyong blushed at Jaehyun's action and words as he sniffed.

" I just feel sore " Taeyong whispered. 

" I'm sorry if I went too hard last night. We'll just stay in and lie down the whole day. How does that sound?" Jaehyun sweetly said and rubbed Taeyong's back. 

Jaehyun's deep voice evoked safeness in Taeyong as he cuddled in Jaehyun's embrace and took a deep breath. 

A hint pinewood travelled through his nostrils and Taeyong felt his brain short circuit at the scent. He can't help but think about Yuta. Pinewood was Yuta's personal favorite scent and just smelling it on Jaehyun.... feels different.

Taeyong laid there in Jaehyun's arms as he fiddled with Jaehyun's fingers. Thoughts started filling in him as he felt something looming in his heart. He tried his best to ignore the question buzzing in his head and told himself to just enjoy the moment. But the more he tried to ignore it, the more it intensified

"Jaehyun?" Taeyong cautiously asked. 

"Mhmm?"

"What....are we?"

Jaehyun's breath halt as he stopped rubbing Taeyong's back.

"Well..." Jaehyun's voice wavered for a split second there. He glanced at Taeyong and saw him looking back at him with guileless eyes.