FF : Dil Ibaadat

Chapter - 54 | Torn

Shaurya averted his gaze and ruffled his hair in frustration looking here and there.

Composing himself, he said, "Mujhe jaane deejiye... Mere... mere raaste se hatiye... Mujhe koi baat nhi karni aapse..."

"Shaurya... Please... Aisa mat karo mere saath... Main toh vaise bhi akela hoon... Aur ab agar mera beta mujhse aisa kahega ki main uska Dad nhi hoon to main kaise-..."

"Kyun ?!...", Shaurya interjected.

"Aap akele kaise hai ?..."

"Aap toh mujhe choodkar chale gaye the naa... Mere baare mein ek baar bhi nhi socha tha tab jaane se pehle... Toh ab kya hua ?!.... Ab aap akele kaise hai ?... Jiske liye mere feelings ki bhi parvaah nhi ki vo kaha gayi ab ?... Ab jaaiye naa unke paas... Us aurat ko-..."

"Shaurya !...", Shaan's patience had finally worn thin.

"Dekho Shaurya... Aaj... aaj ke din main tumpar gussa nhi karna chaahta... Tum... Tumhe maine pehle bhi kaha hai Maa hai vo tumhaari..."

"Nhi hai meri Maa !!!...", he banged his fist onto the car bonnet.

"Vo koi nhi hai meri !!...", he yelled.

"Aap aaj bhi uske liye... Us aurat ke liye mujhse ladne aaye haina Dad...", he gritted his teeth.

"Idhar... Idhar College mein...", he pointed at the college gate.

"Vo Miss Aastha Kashyap ki student mujhe humesha yeh yaad dilaati rehti hai ki main kitna lucky hoon... Aaj ka din meri zindagi mein kitna zaroori kitna important hai... Vo aurat mere liye kitna care karti hai... Aur sabko lagta kya hai haan ?!... Ki mujhe kuch nhi dikhta mujhe kuch nhi samajh aata yeh naatak..."

"Shaurya... Dekho meri baat suno..."

"Kya sunoo main ?!!!..."

"Tum... tum galat samajh rhe ho beta..."

"Main yaha sirf tumse milne aaya hoon... Jaise hi mujhe pta chala tum abhi bhi college mein ho main tumse milne yaha chala aaya..."

"Mere liye toh Sabharwal House ka darvaaza humesha ke liye band ho gaya hai... Vha toh main dobaara nhi jaa sakta... Isliye... Isliye apne bete se milne ka ek hi raasta tha mere paas-..."

"Bohot meherbaani kar di aapne yaha aakar !!...", Shaurya's eyes were bloodshot red.

Shaan was becoming increasingly upset by his son's rash behavior.

"Shaurya...", he tried to sound normal.

"Yeh... yeh kya keh rhe ho tum..."

"Kehna toh bohot kuch chaahta hoon... Majboor mat kariye mujhe... Aur chale jaaiye yaha se !..."

"Main aapka beta nhi hoon... Naa aap mere Dad... Samjhe !!..."

"Shaurya please meri baat-..."

"Itne din ho gaye...", Shaurya continued his blabber.

"Itne din ho gaye... Ek phone tak nhi kiya aapne mujhe... Ek baar mera khyaal nhi aaya aapko... Aur aaj aap mujhe yaha birthday wish karne aa gaye !...", he screamed.

"Nhi chaahiye mujhe aapki koi wish... Aap chaliye jaaiye yaha se... Mujhe aapka chehra bhi nhi dekhna... Mujhe... mujhe koi zaroorat nhi hai aapki !!... Aap... aap kahi bhi chale jaaiye... Mujhse door chale jaaiye... ", his yells had ended up turning into hard sobs, and Shaan was standing numb as he watched his own son reject him.