brothers best friend (endless)

lolz

i woke up in the hospital right next too gus he looked at me
|you crazy motherfucker|
i laughed clenching my stomach
|if you go down i go down man|
we fist bumped
|you really tried too kill yourself for me man|
i heard a knock at the door and hailey and gus's mom came in
|those fuckers wouldn't let more then two people in at once but luckily your lovely boyfriend let the two of us come in|
we giggled hailey ran too me i kissed her on the forehead gus's mom had babysat me and daniel when we were younger that's how i knew gus
she hugged me
|damn mamma i could've died|
|i saw you yesterday i haven't seen liv in years|
i smiled hailey hugged me they then left
|you have a boyfriend damn|
|probably not for long|
the nurse came in
|we made an exception be caused there's a lot of fans too see you two so we'll let 4 at a time after your friends and family come in|
she then left me and gus looked at each other then cheyenne and colby and tracey and cold heart came in tracey walked up too me and gave me a fist bump
|you really kept your word i wouldn't but i mean i'm a pussy soo|
i laughed
|rude|-gus
i put chey on my lap she smiled we all talked for a bit then everyone left then the fans came in two for gus two for me my first two were two 16 year old girls jen and addi then abby and hal then avery and kaila then we were done for the day me and gus talked for the rest of the night he got let out the the next day but not me colby took hailey and chey too see me every day but one day he didn't he sat down
|i can't do this anymore liv i just can't|
i looked at him like he was crazy
|wait your joking|
he shook his head
|colby your my best friend what the fuck|
|and your mine but i can't also date you|
|dude i won't do drugs i already said i wouldn't i have kids|
|it's not about that|
i looked at him i knew what he was talking about malcom he was probably waiting outside
|it's about my work huh because you take that shit personal dude i told you i don't like him|
|i just can't date you knowing that you are with him|
|it's work colby i literally just fucking tried too kill myself and all you worry about is that i fuck him for work wow|
|it's not like that|
|just fucking go colby we'll talk about later|
he left malcom didn't come in but the nurse gave me flowers from him
1 month later
i was clean perfectly fine but i was in a relationship with gus but it was going great me and colby still made videos gus actually didn't care about my work i also had a tattoo too get matching tattoos with him because no matter what he would be my best friend when i woke up this morning i had a great idea for a live i was gonna do gus's makeup so i started my live but hailey wanted her makeup done before she went too her friends house so i did i then shut the live off dropped her off the started another live "hi and good morning welcome umm i'm gonna ask gus, my boyfriend if he'll let me do his makeup and he's gonna say yes or i'm gonna force him" i smiled and put a thumbs up then walked into my room and set my phone down so you could see what i was doing i was in a crop top and shorts witch will matter later i tried waking gus up he rolled over and knocked a pill bottle off the bed and looked at me
|can i do your makeup|
|no why|
|because why not|
|when|
|now the liv is already on|
he got up and sat down at my vanity he rubbed his eyes i put his hair back and he looked at it
|i look gay|
he then did a limp wrist i laughed and clenched my stomach i then started putting foundation on him
|omg were the same shade|
he looked at me with a blank stare
|ok i never realized how much coverage this foundation has you can barely see your tattoos|
i then started doing his eyeshadow he looked at the chat
|she has that scar because she's crazy also i claim the scar it's mine|
he put his hand on my stomach i laughed
|im not crazy|
|that's what they all say|
he smiled i then contoured and started finishing up i put red lipstick on him he kissed me and it my lips red i let his hair down he started humming runaway and i started singing the verses
"take me away from here everybody so fake everybody so fake i swear but i don't wanna go back there everybody so fake everybody act like they care" he laughed
"i run away from my problems i do the drugs when i wanna i ran away from my mamma don't bother me with no drama"
|omg real fan never before seen caught in 4k|
he then started humming ghost girl
"lying on the asphalt lil peep blacked out fuckin with the cokewave let my man Max out
I be on some real shit, get it from my OG
I don't wanna hear shit, shawty, what she told me I don't give a fuck, bitch, I be on my lonely
Lookin' for the right girl, why you all up on me?
Love me for a night, girl, hate me in the mornin' Yeah, I know you're tight girl, so I make her blow me Lil Peep"
|DAMN LIV|
i laughed and handed him my vape he started humming my uncles song dead body man
|i know this by heart watch me|
"Riding in the back is my dead body crew.
Only they can never think of nothin' to do.
If you think I'm sick, take a look at yourself.
You got dead deer heads up on your shelf.
On your key chain is a little baby rabbit's hand.
I'm just the dead body man"
he blew the smoke off too the side he pulled me onto his lap
|may i just say i look gorgeous|
i laughed we finished our live the went and hung out with tracey