brothers best friend (endless)

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TW SUISLIDE

colby put his hand on my thigh and kissed me
|colby this isn't right|
i got up and left
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when i got back home only jack was home he was in my room
|hey baby|
|hey|
i sat down next to him
|uhh can can we go to dinner with my parents|
|yeah when|
|like two hours|
|k|
then my dad walked in with cheyenne and hailey
|hi hailey hi chey|
i talked to my dad for a while then took hailey to get ready
|what do you want to wear|
|yellow|
|ok and what kind of hair|
|bun|
|ok|
i got her dressed as well as chey then i got ready and we left we got there and jacks mom looked at me weird
|whos this|
|my daughter|
|oh how old is she|
|4 almost 5|
she choked on her water
|are you ok mom|-jack
|yes just your 19 dear|
i nodded
|is there a problem|
jack put his hand on my back and sat down
|why would you choose to have a kid so young|
|i didn't have a choice|
she laughed
|please they always say that|
|mom stop|-jack
|no jack she said she didn't have a choice and i truly don't believe it|
|i was raped but ya know i chose to have her but i mean she's alive|
i sat down and didn't say anything for awhile until damian sent me a message
: tara you are the best sister ever and i don't know what i would do with out you you have truly impacted my life in the best way i wish this could have ended better i love you little sister :
|i have to go|
|where|
|home damian's in trouble get ride from your parents|
i took jacks keys and ran out i drove home i kept calling damian i started crying i ran inside and ran to damians room i opened the door and he was laying on his bed with a bottle of pills i ran to him i started shaking him
|DAMIAN|
|DAMIAN PLEASE|
i looked at his phone oscar was calling him (on my block)
i called an ambulance all i could do was cry