-If Only- Jaeyong

Chapter 6: Sometimes

But instead of his usual chirpy boyfriend, Taeyong was met with a compelling Jaehyun in his pajamas holding a mug in each hand.

"Oh Jaehyun" Taeyong tried to mask his surprised tone and smiled. 

"Yuta's not here?" Jaehyun asked as he looked around the room.

"He went to use the bathroom"

"Ahh I see. I just came here to give you guys ginger tea" Jaehyun set the mugs down on the table. 

"Thank you" Taeyong beamed even though he found it weird since the bathroom is only a room after the kitchen so Jaehyun would have met Yuta while he was making tea. 

"You guys are watching Money Heist?" Jaehyun asked when he saw an intense scene playing out on the T.V.

Taeyong glanced up to see Jaehyun gazing at the screen and leaning on the wall. Strands of his black hair fell just above his eyes as his lips were parted by a fraction. Taeyong saw the veins on Jaehyun's neck tense up as Jaehyun yawned and nibbled the corner of his lip. The plump flesh blushing red as he bit on it. 

Taeyong's breathing paced up at the sight and he felt himself heating up as blood pulsed through him. 

"Yea we are" Taeyong finally mumbled out. 

Jaehyun turned around as he caught a glimpse of Taeyong's stare and the way his cheeks colored up a hue of pink. He stood up and gave Taeyong a slight smile.

"Well enjoy the tea and don't stay up too late. Especially Yuta, he needs to go to work tomorrow"

"Oh ok. Thanks again" Taeyong nodded as Jaehyun left the room. 

Taeyong took a sip out of the ginger tea as the spicy heat made his taste buds dance around. He shivered at the warm feeling and held the mug to warm his hands. He heard footsteps heading up the stairs and quickly rewinded to the part Yuta paused. Seconds later, Yuta burst in with a smile on his face. 

"Ahh the tea is here. I saw dad making them downstairs." Yuta said as he gulped it down. He sat down beside Taeyong and noticed that the facial expressions on the screen were a bit off from where he paused.

"Did you watch anything when I was gone?" Yuta suspiciously asked, climbing above Taeyong. 

"Mhm Mhm" Taeyong shook his head, smiling cutely.

"Yes you did" Yuta laughed as he tickled Taeyong.

Taeyong squealed at the tickling sensation and laughed along with Yuta. After a few more tickling, Yuta laid down beside Taeyong as they both panted.

"You're so adorable" Yuta pouted as he leaned in to capture Taeyong's lips. 

"Anyway, I have to sleep now Taeyongie. I have to go to work tomorrow " Yuta yawned "You can continue watching it but just don't spoil it to me."

Taeyong nodded as he lowered the volume and kissed Yuta goodnight. He closed the room light and sat down on the floor to continue watching 'Money Heist' all by himself.

The room went quiet again as the glow from the screen luminated on his face while his eyes flickered once in a while. He took another sip of the ginger tea as the warm liquid trickled down his throat.  

Taeyong found it thoughtful that Jaehyun made ginger tea for them. Come to think about it, everything Jaehyun had done was sweet and thoughtful. It always made his heart fuzzy and warm. But sometimes, Jaehyun made his heart feel more than that. Just minutes ago when Taeyong was observing Jaehyun, his imaginations started to go wild. He wanted to know how Jaehyun's body would look like under the thin fabric that covers him. He wanted to know how his muscles would feel like. He wanted to know how he smells like. He wanted to know what his lips taste li-

NO 

Taeyong thought as he smashed his thoughts into smithereens. He can't be thinking about his own boyfriend's father like that. Taeyong furrowed his eyebrows, gulped the remaining tea down hastily and sighed. 

He looked at Yuta sleeping peacefully as soft snores slipped through his lips.

Sometimes, deep down, even though it was wrong, Taeyong wished that Yuta was a little less perfect just so he wouldn't bear as much guilt as he was feeling right now.