"...'m fat?"

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Plot:
Tubbo once read through the comments on one of his videos and at first they all seemed so nice but he found the haters and had took what they said a bit too seriously for that long it becomes noticeable.
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Inspired by:
Guess what- boredom- :^...I need a life :D
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Tw:
Eating disorder, throwing up, crying, nasty comments and basically just self hate in general

There is some fluff so don't attack meh- ANYWAYS-
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Little! : tubbo
CG! : Ranboo and Tommy

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3 months prior
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Tubbo sat in his recoding room, though he wasn't recording nor was he streaming. He was sat with the lights off, the screen infront of him was the only light as well as Benson who was sat on the desk.

He was bored so he had been scrolling through comments on a few of his videos and he gave a small smile to himself while reading how much support he was given, even by people who didn't know him. He was content with the small happiness he had sat inside him, but that happiness was destroyed when

"Why does he eat so much? Lol he's gotten bigger..not pog tubbo!"
Tubbo read passed it, hoping that all the 134 replies didn't agree with the commenter but he became curious quickly and went beck to check the replies to the comment

There was the odd few which he only paid attention to and the thing which they mainly said was
"#chubbo"
"LOL I agree"
"He needs a diet"
"He eats so much for someone his age"
"So true"

(A/N : obviously i dont agree with this!! I think that everyone is perfect in every little way, even with the things they see as their flaws <3 )

He couldn't. He just couldn't. He turned off the PC and went to bed with a mission for the next day:

Dont eat ANYTHING

and he stuck by it.
He only ate once or twice a week. Any more and he'd throw it up, he doesn't even have to force the throwing up bit anymore.

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Previous day (not literally- just- y'know what I mean- TwT)
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Tubbo, Tommy and Ranboo were hanging out at Tubbos. All in the kitchen, messing about while Ranboo at least attempted to make pizza but failed as they all just decided to order one and watch something. Tubbo was the one to suggest the idea

'I mean yeah, I ate an apple, but a pizza won't be too much. Right?' He thought to himself as he put on a film
'Actually, maybe it is. Takeaways have loads of fat. Ill get too fat if I eat it' he thought as he sat quite a distance from Tommy and Ranboo. He knew he'd want to give cuddles to them both (PLATONIC BTW-) but he can't. They can't know how fat he is now, can they?

"Why you all the way over there Tubso? Ranboo ain't good at cuddles" Tommy said, rolling his eyes when Ranboo forced a dramatic gasp.
"Oh! So I can just get up and grab the pizza easier when it arrives" he said with an awkward smile to which Ranboo frowned at, he knew Tubbo was hiding something.

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15 minutes later
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There was a knock at the door and even with Tubbos lie earlier, he made no attempt to move to get the food. He wanted it to just go away. Just like everyone else will when they realise how fat he is.

"Tubs, go get the pizza then man!" Tommy yelled, snapping Tubbo back into reality.
"Oh yeah, sorry" Tubbo shuffled over to the doorway and out the room. There was silence between Ranboo and Tommy for about 15 seconds

"Somethings wrong.." Ranboo broke the silence
"With tubbo?" Tommy asked and ranboo nodded
"Glad you noticed it too. I think I have a hint to what it is." Tommy mumbled in concern for his friend
"Food?" Ranboo asked. They both had caught on.
"He doesn't even have enough food for one day in his fridge Ranboo! Of course the issue is food! ...he's not eating, is he.?" Tommy raised his voice but went back to a mumble towards the end. Ranboo shook his head
"I dont think so.." And just as Tommy was about to talk back, Tubbo walked in with the pizza in his hands

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