STALKER | Chanlix ✔

021

*2 Days Later*

Seungmin: "Why'd you do it?", he said starting to eat his pocky
Chan: "He'd get in my way.", I paused and continued "I don't need him trying to tear us apart. I need him, don't you understand."
The younger looked at me and continued to eat.
Seungmin: "Mm."
Chan: "Don't you get in my way either, okay?"
Seungmin: "I don't like Felix like that, nor you. I won't."
Chan: "Good."
I walked off, smiling. I was glad he was gone. He wouldn't be in our way anymore, never again.

***

I had met Seungmin behind the school to talk, that's all. It was still lunch so I went back to Felix. He was still a little sad but I've been helping him through it. I said not to talk about, you'll just keep crying if you think about it a lot. Remember but forget, you know?

Chan: "Hey"
Felix: "Hey... Where'd you go?"
Chan: "My friend was talking to me about this girl he liked", I giggled
The younger giggled too.
Felix: "Seems like your friend has a little crush."
I laugh and kiss him on his forehead.
(there like sitting in the grass eating, on campus it's a spot where ppl eat there- JUST SAYING)

I sit back down, grabbing my water.
Felix: "Chan"
Chan: "Hm?"
Felix: "I'm glad you're here, with me. I wouldn't have got through this if you weren't here. I love you."

You... Love me?

I looked at him, caught off guard.

Chan: "I- I love you too."
He smiles at me
Felix: "You're so cute.", he said kissing me on the lips

He- H-he loves me... He loves me. HE LOVES ME?

I had to keep my cool at that moment, I was freaking out.

I couldn't breathe, actually I really couldn't.

I was gripping my shirt, trying to get air. But, it wouldn't work.

Felix: "Chan, are you okay?"

I tried to get something out but everything went black. I heard Felix saying my name, constantly. But I couldn't open my eyes... I thought I was going to die...

Was I?

STALKER
END OF 021
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1/15/22