(What a perspective change? Shocking :o )
It started off innocent, I would just watch you go places from the safety of my car. I knew this obsession with you wasn't right, but I just couldn't stop. I need to see you, be near you, smell you. You are my everything, and I've been waiting for you to notice me.
After waiting for what felt like an eternity, but in reality was 2 months, you finally noticed me. You had bumped into me at the store, and it was surprisingly not planned. I had decided to go and get something for my garden, at the same time you were getting plants for your garden.
"Sorry, I'm such a clutz." You said, silently scolding yourself for bumping into me, a stranger. A task that seems avoidable but has become a normal occurrence in your life.
"Oh no it's fine, I wasn't looking where I was going." I said, my voice slightly shocking you. You had never heard a voice so low and filled with sultry before – this I knew to be true. Low voices are just your thing, an obsession you've had since you were a little girl.
"Hey I know this sounds cliche but are you new around here?" I was used to this question, the girl before you had asked it. This question was something that I'd always prepared myself for, but somehow it seemed so foreign coming out of your mouth.
"Yea I just moved here, I wanted something n—"
"Kylo there you are, I was looking everywhere for you." She said, her smile stretching from ear to ear. She seemed happy, genuinely happy, not the fake happy that's always broadcasted. I, on the other hand, couldn't have been more disappointed in her presence. She had to have come right as I was about to lay the foundation with you.
"Kylo? That's a nice name, do you have a place of origin for it?" You asked, completely ignoring the woman who had interrupted you; or at least trying to.
"No, my parents just liked the name."
"Interesting. Well I guess I'll see you two around." With those words you turned your back to me, the symbolism shooting an arrow straight into my heart. I couldn't help my eyes from wandering down your frame, admiring the curves and dips as they made their way down.
"Care to explain who she was?" She asked, her tune not as happy as before. Could you blame her though? Who would want to watch their husband look at another woman in that way?
"Just someone I ran into."
"Sure." She didn't believe me, how could she? She knows me, better than I know myself. She remembers how I found her and how we fell in love; she knew what I was capable of doing. She also knew that I'd be too afraid to lose you, considering what she could do to you.
"Well Rey, why don't we head back home?" I looked down at her, my eyes failing to hide the hatred that hid behind them. She nodded back in response, her eyes doing the same as my own.
Our love was cursed from the beginning. Two powerful, sinister, murders married and living in suburbia. It was almost comical, but that was our situation. Once we had found out about each other, we didn't want to continue this charade but family press and pregnancy can influence actions. We went from dating to married in the span of about nine months. Both of us deeply regretted the situation we were in, but continued on believing that the other was happy.
You and I have continued to run into each other, each time Rey has interrupted us. I've started to get antsy, I understand Rey's actions but they were making my facade falter. Rey always made sure she was there to guilt trip you but it wasn't really working. You can easily read me better than I could read myself, and better than Rey could. You could easily see that our marriage was falling apart and that we were keeping secrets from each other. How could you not notice these problems? For one they were obvious and poorly hidden, and you just happened to have been a marriage counselor.
I hope that one day you and I can be together; that one day Rey will be out of our hair. But until that day comes, I will continue to watch you. I know you feel the same about me because you are you. You want a challenge and I am just that. Until next time, you.
(This was kinda rushed but if y'all want a part to just tell me thx for reading!!)
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Adam Driver + Character Imagines
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