Chapter 2

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sigh....i have time for gossip




Glasses on

Everyone open your dictionary to the word pathetic, Merriam-Webster if you have it, it reads;

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Everyone open your dictionary to the word pathetic, Merriam-Webster if you have it, it reads;

PATHETIC adjective

Pa.the.tic

Definition of pathetic

: marked by sorrow

: Pitifully inferior or inadequate

: ABSURD, LAUGHABLE

Synonyms; heartbreaking, heartrending,miserable,piteous,pitiable,pitiful,poor,rueful,sorry,wretched.

Example: Lyric Henderson rejected she wolf, sore loser and connoisseur of the revenge ice-cream, also an idiot. 

(i don't know the name of this amazing model)

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(i don't know the name of this amazing model)

Seriously if you look closely they have my picture there and everything, so formal....

They say mates are a blessing and I get it my mother and father were a perfect example of the mate bond working at its finest; in fact most mate pairs are but hear me out, I wish my mate never existed it would have been better that way, yes I said it and I will say it again; I would have rather been mate less than the alternative: rejected.

Ever since getting rejected I have kept to myself and focused on my business and my mother, but the reality that my mate will never love me has been slowly chipping away at everything that I am and my sanity. All that is left is a damaged empty shell, I know that there is no coming back from this, how am I supposed to watch him give what is to be mine to another woman(and I do calmly with great stoicism).

I have cycled through all the stages of grief a few times and every time I reach ACCEPTANCE I expect peace but the result is always the same PAIN, this pain won't leave me alone and I have to accept the cold hard fact ; I will have to live with this pain for the rest of my life. What a bitter pill to swallow.

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