Yakuri saint Royal Johnson
Day before Christmas 🎄
10:54pm
As I walked thru the front door all the lights were off it was mad cold I wish we had heat.
I walked checked him everybody room and they were sleep I walked over to wear the kitchen was and there was the tree it had a few things under it I added my stuff and headed upstairs.
I walked to sunnys room cause I didn't check his yet I peaked thru and there he was sitting on the floor facing the wall. He was taking to his self.
I just stood behind him listening.
I wish they loved me only thing I do is try. Kai dont even fw cause he thinks it's my fault na'shawn not here. I always get bullied ppl always messing with me I don't mess with no body. Tk always taking my stuff. I barley have clothes nor shoes. I see my mom tries I barley even talk to yakuri anymore. But our bond still good I hope so. I feel paranoid I wanna talk to my mom but it's like i don't wanna bother her. The new pair of shoes I got there ruined. I'm tired of everybody calling me broke yea I know I am . I wish Shawn was still here and I was gone maybe they'd care then I have cuts ima just cut my self till I bleed out. Man I hate my life. -sunny
He just broke down so I just hugged him Ian never knew sunny was feeling this way. This shit is killing me dawg. I just hugged sunny as he cried Ian never seen him act this way.
