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FINALE • Part 1

He'd been insecure and had a hard time opening up, but after reminding himself that in the end of the day this man was just a stranger with warm eyes, a soothing deep voice and a really trustworthy face, the words just spilled out of him. Maybe because he hadn't had a long conservation like the ones he had with Lisa in two weeks.

Even though they were texting every day.

Ah, fuck, the texts were so cute.

Such simple messages could electrify every molecule in his body and make him sensitive to any touch or stimulus; inevitably he ended up squeezing his hands into fists and giving one or another happy little jump, singing some silly love song. Like a silly adolescent in love. All thanks to the amazing girl he was dating.

He felt silly and lightheaded, as if this was all a dream.

And so he expressed it to Jung Hoseok, his new and pretty good therapist.

(a/n: im being way too kind at giving him a good therapist in the first try AND ITS HOSEOK GODDAMMIT)

He remained seated, looking at him with a thin smile on his face that was as clear and warm as the sun itself and Jungkook lowered his gaze, sliding one of his rings up his finger back and forth.

"Sometimes it feels like it's a dream, even though it's not. Even when the things we went through are crazy, like that time when we ended up in a police station," and he ended up bothered, turned on, when Lisa was just offended because his name was being insulted. Not even hers, his.

Hoseok laughed when he told him the whole situation. "That's such a woman, Jungoook. She seems very strong and impulsive"

She was.

Lalisa Manoban was amazing and he must have known it already from the first moment she reached out to him and made him feel special, without trying.

This girl he just knew was a special case and the cutest drunk ever, also a view in that red Christmas dress. She was special.

Maybe that was why he went to the other side of the city just to be sure she got home safely and that was just a euphemism because he actually carried her on his back.

He helped her to get in the queen size bed with grey sheets and Disney plushies all around. The room was so different from the rest of the house that he thought that if it was hers, it matched her well, she looked like the type of girl that enjoys Disney movies.

She showed him a sleepy smile, with her eyes half-closed, once he settled her in the right side of the bed. He got sure she was in a position she could throw up if she needed to without having to do a great effort.

"Guys like you deserve all the love in the world, Hottie," she mumbled happily and then she fell completely asleep, with a small smile on her pretty lips.

Guys like him would never deserve her, actually. No one deserved her, she was too much for everyone in this world.

"So, it was the first time you felt validated"

Jungkook shrugged. "I guess, I'm not sure actually. But it felt good"

"Of course, she told you that you deserve love for you, the person, for the things you did for her. It's a beginning for you to digest that thought and accept it, embracing all the other reasons you mentioned that also make you worthy of love, Jungkook"

And Lisa was in charge of reminding him of that every time they were together. But that was the first time.

"Maybe it was a beginning," he admitted.