Then

This isn't a chapter

Y'all aren't obligated to read this I just have to get my frustrations out some way. Because I had such a crap day.

If your a guy reading this no offense. Fyi all names are fake. I just want privacy to those who are involved in this.

Boys: definition; jerks with no heart

Flirting, throwing gum wrappers at each other, smiling, until that one day you get the breath knocked out of you.

Side by side, on test day;

Nikiria: "Gum?" She asked Brianna who was beside him.

"Sure."

I sat alone picking at my chipped manicure. Two minutes later a silver gum wrapper flys at me and rolls across my table. I quickly turn my head to see his turn fast as if he'd done nothing.

"Ahh." I sigh and smile.

Later in Algebra:

I see him stare as I try not to smile so I look out the window as my cheeks turn red.

Fast forward to present times:

"Should I?" I asked my best friend.

"I think it's a bad idea." She said.

"But I've been really determined to do this and always chickened out. Now I think I can."

"Why's it so important?"

"I need to know why he threw it at me."

"It could have been a prank."

"Seriously?"

"Fine, lets go."

We walked outside and stood at the pole for a minute.

"We have five minutes. Are you sure?"

I got lingering stares from him every few seconds.

"Ummm...."

"Four minutes."

"Are you just counting down 5,4,3,2,1 let's go!"

"Maybe."

"It's fine. I can do this. Let's go"

We walked down into the pit where he and his best friend stood eyeing me.

"Will."

He walked up to me and yelled straight into my ear.

"NO!" Put in earbuds pulled up his hood and walked away.

"What the hell!" I yelled.

"It's not like I was going to ask you out. It was a simple question."

I looked at his friend who's jaw was dropped.

I marched up the stairs.

"Where are you going?" Anna asked.

"I'm taking another way to class."

"Seriously."

"Yes! I don't want to see that asshole!"

We parted because she had theater and I had A.P History.

I pulled out my phone and text my absolute best friend who was the expert on boys and what to do in situations like this.

'#needingadviceonguys'

'Talk missy'

'Fine'

I explained everything and she said that I was overreacting basically.

'Has this happened to you before? And should I ask him about why he did that or pretend it never happened'

'Yes trust me it has and sucks, it's best to pretend it never happened.'

'Ugh I have this strange urge to hit or kick something'

'😂😂😂 LOL, gtg luv ya'

'Bye😘'

And that's my crap day. Sorry if you thought this was a chapter. I just needed to vent.