josh takes my wrist and takes me outside hugging me.
josh: none of this is your fault. ok?
you: but now everyone knows you cheat-
josh: it is not your fault. your not a slut. i promise you that. she should NOT have said that.
he kisses my head.
josh: and thank you. for sticking up for me
he holds me tight in his arms.
josh: i'm sorry for all of this. it's my fault for getting back with her when we could've been together all this time.
you: it's both our faults. i let you kiss me and then it led to more. let's just hope people know the type of person nessa really is and that this will all blow over soon
he nods and pecks my lips before we go our separate ways to our next classes.
...
all day i got dirty looks from people. nessa cheated on him first! everyone knows how much of a bitch she is. maybe that's why they're not shocked. maybe they're shocked that josh was the one that cheated and that i let it happen. all our friends are shocked but ok with it. except mads. she refuses to talk to me. great.
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now josh and i are laying in my bed watching NCIS. cookie is laying on his lap because she absolutely loves him and i'm hugging his side.
josh: seen your dad lately?
i shake my head no.
you: will you stay tonight?
he knows i don't like staying here all alone. especially on the nights carmen and steven don't sleep here.
josh: ya. imma get a shower. you could join me *smirks
you: hmmm- i like the way you think joshua
i giggle as we go into my bathroom already kissing.
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now we're both laying in my bed tired out.
josh: holy fuck that was good
i laugh.
josh: so is your dad gonna be home for christmas?
you: not sure. he's never missed it before but he's been busier recently
josh: well if he's not home, your always welcome at my house
i place my head and on his chest and close my eyes.
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