A Good Woman 3| Chris Evans (BWWM)

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🤍Chris🤍

Y/N left around three and it was now four thirty in the morning. I've been up just laying in the dark as the house was so quiet it wasn't normal. I stared off into the darkness thinking about Y/N. I didn't even know why I still entertained Jenny and Lily was just someone who found me interesting I wanted a woman's attention. I was out in the UK just hanging out nothing more nothing less.

When Lily kissed me that's when I stopped everything and went back home. I didn't tell Y/N for this very reason right here. Just like Jenny we were just hanging out nothing more, nothing less I feel like some things Y/N was just blowing out of proportion. I also felt she was too quick to bring up divorce, like as if she had someone waiting already.

I know there was no excuses for things done on my behalf but Y/N's quick to forget That around that time she was giving me the cold shoulder since Christmas and then ended up ignoring me for majority of her being gone. I loved Y/N a lot and I hate that she wants to divorce because part of me feels like I don't know what I'm going to do. I was hoping she would change her mind but after she came in earlier this morning i think her mind is made up.

I don't even know where to begin even telling my family.
Y/N was supposed to be the one I grew old with and I really still want that. I just sat up swinging my legs off of the bed placing my face in my hands. I tried calling Y/N but once again she didn't answer. I decided to call Anthony to see if he was up which he may or may not be. He picked up on the third ring. "Hello?" He asked "yeah" I stated "what's up you straight?" He asked as I felt a tear fall from my eyes.

"I fucked up" I simply said as I heard shuffling in the background. "Chris what's up?" He asked. "Y/N and I are getting a divorce" I said as he let out a sigh. "Yo i told you to stop doing what you were doing" he started off "although she did what she did she was still a good woman, she made sure you were okay before anybody else hell she gave up a normal life just to be with you." Anthony explained.

"Y/N sacrificed a lot for you and I don't think you noticed" Anthony simply said. "Every time she goes out she just ignores my calls and texts before she left earlier she was yelling at me about how when she had Christiana she went through things that I had no idea she was even going through and still going through. She told me she didn't want to give me another child right now because mentally she wasn't ready but for me she was going to do it" I explained as Anthony sighed.

"Yo Chris" he started off and I could tell he was just shaking his head. "There's no telling where her head is" Anthony stated as I just placed my hand on my face. "That was a good ass woman Chris" he reminded as I just shook my head. "I know and now I wished I was more there for her knowing what I know" I said. "But didn't she bring up what was wrong to you?" He questioned. "Not when she had Christiana just briefly about why she didn't want the next kid. she never went into detail why she just said because of everything going good for her right now" I explained.

"You know she only said that because she didn't want you to worry about her right?" Anthony said. "I feel like shit" I admitted. "And you kind of should, I mean you were caught with Jenny and lily and now there's suspicions about you two getting a divorce in the media. If you could try and change her mind about fixing this you should but if she just wants to chuck it up she also has that right too" Anthony explained.

"Either way you two decide on what to do the both of you will be okay and you two will be friends and love each other at the end of the day" Anthony said. "That's your first wife and mother of your child and vice versa there will always be a special place in your hearts for each other" he explained.
"You think? Because I think she hates me right about now " I admitted as I heard him chuckle and I smiled some. "She doesn't, everything is fresh so even if she says it, she doesn't mean it. You two just have to step back from each other." Anthony assured.

"And who's to say you two might not get back together that happens more than you think" Anthony brought up as I wiped my tears and sniffled some. "Dude are you crying?!" He asked as I couldn't help but laugh. "Yeah I've been stressing about this for the past days" I admitted. "I would cry too I just hope you didn't mess up a good girl" Anthony said as I started thinking.

"You're going to be okay though. Anything else you need to talk about?" He questioned. "Thank you, no" I thanked. "Now take your ass to sleep Chris it's five in the morning and I'm pretty sure Y/N is sleeping peacefully where she is" Anthony brought up making me chuckle. "Alright bye" I said. "Bye" he stated before I hung up. I just got up going downstairs getting a glass and pouring some bourbon into it.

My phone then vibrated as I seen Y/N sent a Video of Herself.
She had the camera on her as she had a vodka bottle to her lips. "She's drunk she's with me and she's safe🤦‍♀️" I seen Aaliyah text come in at the top as I pressed play on the video.

"I wish that FaceTime had voice mails because this is exactly what the fuck I would've said. Motherfucka you better answer my motherfucking calls do you not see how close my lips are to this bottle?" She asked "this is where I want to be on the tip of your dick" she expressed.

"Yo" I heard Aaliyah in the background as Y/N licked the side of the top of the vodka bottle before sucking it. "Yo!" Aaliyah yelled again. "All that shit could be you, you stupid motherfucka." She said and I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle. "If you don't pick up my got damn face time calls right now Next time I see you I'm choking the fuck out of you, every time I see you. This is why you need to pick up my calls I'm not playing with your ass" she expressed.

"I get filthy when that liquor get into me" she sung to herself swaying back and forth "yo give me the phone" Aaliyah simply Said as the video stopped the funny thing was she never called or texted me. I just sat my drink down and threw on some clothes going to go pick her up.