Austin's Point of View
I was in the middle of fucking Taylor when I heard someone yell
"AUSTIN CARTER MAHONE! GET THE FUCK OFF OF THAT SLUT! NOW!"
I turned around and saw that Mickey and Sarah was in my room
I was in complete shock
Mickey ripped us apart
I got up and quickly slipped on my boxers
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TWO DOING HERE?!" I yelled
I was soooo angry
I saw them flinch but I didnt care.
"WE WERE CALLING YOU SO MANY TIMES AND YOU NEVER ANSWERED!" Sarah yelled
"Uhmm, maybe because I was busy?!"
"Ohh. Right. So fucking Taylor is 'busy'? You have no idea what's going on, do you?"
"Whatever it is, I DONT CARE! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND OUT OF MY FACE!" He yelled
I didnt mean to yell like that. But it just kind of slipped
I saw a tear come out of her eye
Regret went through me.
Mickey started talking.
"Wow Austin. I can't believe you just said that.. we're already angry at you. But since today, we hate you. I hate you. So. Damn. Much. You have absolutely NO IDEA what happen to her and you dont care. For all we know, she might die and never wake up. Or she might forget who all of us are and never remember who we are and you wouldn't even care. Austin, you've hurt all of us but most of all, you've physically hurt and broken her. All of this is all. your. fault." She said with so much hurt and tears
Who is she talking about?
I was so confused. But then I realized, where's Becky?!
"Wait. W-Who are you talking about?" I stuttered.
A tear slipped out of my eye
I saw how much pain I caused them
They, they hate me.
All Mickey did was shake her head
"This is all your fault Austin. We're sorry for disturbing you and Taylor."
She grabbed Sarah's hand and we ran out.
"MICKEY! SARAH!" I called
I was chasing them but they got into their car and drove off.
I yelled loudly
"WHY DO I ALWAYS SCREW UP?!"
I ran to my room and slammed the door
I just wanted to cuddle with Taylor and calm down
but I saw a not on my bed
I left home because my mom needed me. Text me later! Love you babe.
When I needed her the most, she wasnt here for me.
I jumped on my bed and started sobbing
I've turn into a monster. Im not who I use to be.
There was a picture next to my bed
It's me and Becky when we were 13.
She was smiling and so happy. So was I.
I love her smile
No one is as beautiful as her. Not even Taylor.
Again, I caught myself smiling thinking of her.
I have to know what happen.
I didnt hear about her since. well... u know.
Regreted EVERYTHING I said to her that night.
Didnt mean ANYTHING I said. I was just angry
To tell the truth, I could NEVER love anyone more than Becky. Well, of course my mom but you know what I mean.
I really miss hanging out with her.
I decided to call her.
After 3 rings, it went to her voice mail.
I called again and again and again but she still didnt answer
I left her over 50 text message
She always replies back but this time, she hasnt.
Im getting really worried.
But why was I still crying?
I know sound weak but guys have feelings too.
I have a feeling something happen to her.
I put my clothes on and went to give her a little visit
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I knocked on her door and her mom answered crying.
"Mrs. Springs. What's wrong?"
"Y-you didnt hear what happen?"
I shook my head
"No? What happen?"
All of a sudden she started sobbing.
Mrs. Springs is a second mom to me.
I grabbed her into a hug and she let me in
She calmed down
"No one told you what happen to Becky?" She asked in a cracking voice.
My heart started beating faster and harder.
"N-No. What happen?"
I was trying not to yell
"Becky's in a coma. And if she wakes up, she might loose all her memory of all of us. Or she might not make it!!" She started crying
THIS IS WHAT MICKEY AND SARAH WERE TALKING ABOUT!!
Tears started pouring out of my eyes
"WHAT?! SHE'S IN A COMA?! HOW COME NO ONE TOLD ME?!" I yelled
She glared at me
Then I suddenly remember all those texts and calls coming form the crew.
I hit myself in the head
I sat down on the couch and started sobbing hysterically.
Charllete ( Becky's mom) started rubbing my back
"W-When did this happen? How?" I asked scared
"It happen 3 nights ago. By what Mickey told me, Someone made her extreamly upset and hurt and she ran off. But they didnt tell me what exactly happen that night."
"3 NIGHTS AGO?!"
That's the night I yelled at her.
I started sobbing more.
I wiped away the tears
"Is she in the hospital?"
"Yes. The whole crew is there. They haven't left her since that accident. They were by her side the whole time, talking to her, trying to wake her up, being there for her."
A tear slipped out
That should be me...
I got up and ran out.
I ran to my house and grabbed the keys to my mom's care
I don't care if i get grounded for life.
Becky is more important
I can't believe I ignored them.
I fucked up bad
But worst of all, Im the reason she's in a coma.
I was crying in the car and my vision's getting blurry.
I was driving over the speed limit.
The last thing I saw was 2 headlights and everything went black.
But that's when I woke up...