Mark's POV
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"It's almost noon should one of us go check on ethan to see if he's up?" I looked up at bob and nodded. I got up from my seat and walked to Ethan's bunk. As I opened the curtain from Ethan's bunk he sat up breaking down. He started talking but I was nonsense I didn't understand.
"Ethan baby breathe, tell us what happened" I nodded agreeing with amy. He had found out about kat moving in with her boyfriend and he hadn't taken it super great.
"I..it was all a dream..."
"What was bud?" Amy asked comforting him.
"Woah woah, ethan what's going on? What was this dream?" I quickly wrapped my arms around him. Most of the words he was saying didn't make sense. His face flushed red and he clung to me.
"Talk to us bubs" I said picking him up wrapping his legs around my waist so I could hold him on my hip
"I can't tell me you'll hate me"
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Ethan's POV
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My worst fear happened.... It was a dream... Mark didn't really love me... You're so stupid... No one wants to be your boyfriend or your caregiver. They didn't know about my little space. They weren't my caretakers. I just wanted to never wake up as long as it was this dream... I wanted to fall back to sleep and forget this ever happened. Why couldn't this have been real? I just leaned into marks arms.
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't be doing this... It's hurting me more then helping...."
"What do you mean 'hurting you'" mark said looking at me confused.
"God damnit mark! Why can't you get it?!?" I wasn't frustrated and I didn't mean to tell I was just... I dunno confused.
"Get what ethan?!? Talk to me! I can't Fucking help you if you don't talk to me!" He was right I just put my head down and held onto him.
"You can't help... I fucked up... I fucked up and fell in love with my best friend... I'm in love with my best friend"
"What best friend you call a lot of friends your best friend ethan" I sighed and tugged at my hair in frustration.
"IM IN FUCKING LOVE WITH YIU MARK YOU FUCKING DUMBASS!"
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Soft Boy
FanfictionEthan is a little. He has told no one. His girlfriend found out and left him. He wanted to have a caregiver but the only person he wanted he was scared to tell. Besides that Ethan wasn't dumb he knew that Mark was straight and wanted no one besides...
