It's happening again. He's doing it again.
He and Lilah got mad at each other and didn't talk for awhile so now he's come back for me. I'm so stupid. So stupid. I know he doesn't actuall feel this way. He always says he does but then it changes in a week.
I don't know why I didn't stop it. I knew what was coming, I could tell he was flirting but I just let it go on until it got too far.
Whatever. It's not like it matters anyways. Xavier and Lilah are talking again so I'm sure he'll drop me again very soon.
I'm just mad at myself, why, HOW did I let it go so far?
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Actually I'm Insecure
Non-FictionThe thoughts, feelings, and life experience of a chubby, not conventionally attractive, teenage girl that is probably needs therapy. Some of these get a little dark and deep but before I start I'll put a trigger warning. This is just for me to ramb...
