Life is honestly so interesting anymore. It's getting to the point where I'm both always bored but always stressed. I'm honestly so ready for school to over because I'm so tired of classes and zoom and homework. I've never been a huge fan of school or homework but I enjoyed learning and seeing friends, everything just feels so different now. I don't really feel connected to anyone anymore and I don't have any motivation to do homework or keep my grades up. I'm just so ready for summer.
As far as friends go it's still weird, I don't feel connected or included by my friends anymore. They hang out without me still and both haven't spoken to at all in these past few weeks, so yeah. I think I should start trying to make some new friends because none of my friends seem too interested in me anymore.
It's only gonna be three more months and hoplefully I'll get my license and can go see other friends or make new ones. I'll try to be positive for once.
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Actually I'm Insecure
Non-FictionThe thoughts, feelings, and life experience of a chubby, not conventionally attractive, teenage girl that is probably needs therapy. Some of these get a little dark and deep but before I start I'll put a trigger warning. This is just for me to ramb...