Sunday Morning • Joshua ✓

Sunday Morning || 33

- sophia kim -

After we've parted ways, I couldn't shake off the feelings of worry. Why am I worried ? Is it because Heeyoung's prettier than me and Joshua might fall for her ?

And if that really happens then what ? But if I tell Heeyoung about it, she wouldn't take him away from me right ? She's one of my best friends so she wouldn't do me dirty right ?

She wouldn't...

Right...?

This is stressing me out already. This is why I hate having a crush on someone. It gets complicated and annoying. Like really annoying.

You've reminded yourself not to fall in love, yet look at what's happening. You're having a crush on someone that'll probably view you as a friend until the end. You're seriously hopeless when it comes to this Sophia.

Why do you even bother when you know you have no chance ? There are a lot of prettier girls than you. What makes you think you have a chance ? Gosh...

I buried my face into my pillow as I was so frustrated.

"And if they really ended up dating then what...?"
I mumbled