What's the most important thing in my life? Marriage. My wife. Friends. Family. Future. Art. Music. Career. Purpose. Is the fame really worth it? Fortune. Money. Millions. Power. Opportunities. Glory. Importance. Parties. Vodka. Luxury. Private jets. Cities. Tokyo, Paris, Toronto, Miami. Could I give it all up, for what? Freedom. Privacy. Respect. Safety. Time. Space. Peace. Love. Sanity. What makes me want to give it all up? Shouts. Screams. Depression. Breakdowns. Hate. Attacks. Flashing lights. Loneliness. Violence. Doubt. Sex. Exposure. Lies. Insanity. Confusion. Threats. Humiliation. Desperation. Fear. Distance. Harassment. Worry. Disrespect. Tricks. Darkness. Fights. Tears. Distress. Revenge. Envy. Temptation. Pain. Lust. A knife. A gun. Glass, ropes, tape. A camera. A paper and pen. An empty bed. Stalked by paparazzi. A psychotic ex girlfriend. Grown apart. Attempted murder. Hospital visits. Missed calls. Blood. Police. Ambulances. Unanswered questions. Misery. Out of control. So is this life really worth living?